Forrest Dickison, a fine artist and author, joins Will Spencer to discuss his new children's book, "Crispin's Rainy Day," and the unique artistic journey that brought it to life. The conversation explores the essence of creativity, emphasizing that everyone possesses some artistic talent and can find fulfillment in expressing it, regardless of their medium.

Dickison shares insights into the importance of recognizing one's gifts and using them to glorify God, while also reflecting on the moral complexities often found within the creative world. As they delve into the process of creating "Crispin's Rainy Day," Dickison highlights the balance he achieved in portraying the dynamic relationship between the book's siblings, Crispin and Rose, without resorting to stereotypes.

The discussion touches on the challenges of maintaining artistic integrity in a world that often prioritizes commercial success over genuine expression. Listeners are encouraged to embrace their failures as essential learning experiences and to cultivate a thick skin in the face of critique, ultimately recognizing that the true value of art lies in its capacity to bless and inspire others.

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Will Spencer

Hello, my name is Will Spencer and welcome to the Will Spencer Podcast.

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My guest this week is Forrest Dickison and he's a husband, father, fine artist and author of the outstanding new children's book Crispin's Rainy Day.

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I think everyone has at least some artistic talent, whether in singing, dancing, cooking, sculpting or poetry.

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If anyone tries hard enough, they'll find a creative outlet they enjoy that can glorify God and even bless their loved ones.

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But artists?

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They're a different breed from my time in the music industry.

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I discovered people who actually recharged by being in the studio.

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Now I always found producing music to be a grind, which is why I left when I realized I couldn't compete with those who lived to write music.

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Learning that I didn't have that gift, though, helped me appreciate it in others while leading me to discover my own gifts in writing and sometimes photography.

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Today, I admire and appreciate those who are blessed with artistic gifts woven into their being, and I do so with a sense of awe.

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Not in a way that idolizes the man or woman, though.

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A little time in any creative field reveals that artistic talent doesn't always equate to moral uprightness.

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Often it's quite the opposite.

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Instead, I see artistic gifts as a unique calling, different in character from that of pastors, doctors or scientists, but the same in substance.

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In other words, a gift is a gift, and while it's meant for you, you didn't create it, God did and he gave it to you.

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If you should be blessed to discover that gift, then it's what you do with it that matters.

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It's like in the Parable of the Talents, whether you have one, two or three.

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Will you use it to magnify God's kingdom or hide it in fear?

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Will you be faithful over little or faithful over much?

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And will you use your gifts to one day here, enter into the joy of your Lord?

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That brings me back to Forrest Dickerson and his new book, Crispin's Rainy Day, just released on Canon Press.

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You may have seen it hanging around in the background of Doug Wilson's recent videos.

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Now, I haven't been blessed with kids just yet, so I don't read many children's books, but this has to be one of the finest I've come across, both in picture and in story.

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It tells the tale of a young boy and his sister on the aforementioned rainy day, who then go on a swashbuckling adventure with pirate frogs wherein the siblings unique gifts shine.

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Now, I don't want to spoil it, but the fact that there's even a spoilable plot point in a children's book says enough.

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And not only did Forrest write the story, which we'll discuss, but he also illustrated it beautifully.

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If you're a parent, your kids will love it.

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And if you're looking for wholesome Christian entertainment, this makes a great Christmas gift for for any young family.

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This book is the result of Forrest's life devoted to the visual artspainting, drawing and more.

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It's the latest achievement of someone who to me exemplifies recognizing, cultivating and sharing one's gifts for God's glory.

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And I hope Forrest's story inspires you to recognize your own gifts or those of your children, sparking the next generation of Christian artists to make Christianity beautiful again.

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And please welcome this week's guest on the podcast, the author and illustrator of Crispin's Rainy Day, out now on Canon Press, Forrest Dickerson.

Forrest Dickison

Forrest, thanks so much for joining me on the podcast today.

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You bet.

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Well, thanks for having me.

Forrest Dickison

I've got your book here, Crispin's Rainy Day.

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I don't read a lot of kids books, but I actually, I genuinely love this one.

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This was heartwarming, it was exciting, it was beautifully drawn and the messaging in it was just, it was really touching.

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So I just wanted to congratulate you on this.

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Not that I'm a connoisseur of the art, but this was an excellent book.

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Thank you sir.

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I appreciate it.

Forrest Dickison

So I wanted to get started.

Forrest Dickison

I've also, as I mentioned to you, I'd also seen your paintings in the gallery and Moscow.

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So I've been looking forward to having this conversation because the visual arts are not one of my skill sets.

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I do enjoy travel, photography, but painting and drawing and things like this are beyond me.

Forrest Dickison

So I've been looking forward to talking with you about your art and the process of getting to where you've been and Also the books that you've created.

Guest

Great, let's do it.

Forrest Dickison

All right, so maybe we can just start at the beginning.

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When did you begin drawing, painting?

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What was the beginning of that?

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What did that look like for you?

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And I guess also how was it nurtured to the point where like, hey, I can actually maybe do something with this?

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Yeah, so I.

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I don't remember a time when I wasn't drawing.

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I think every kid begins their life drawing.

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I was just one of those that didn't stop.

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So my friends, classmates, they kind of petered out, you know, in early grade school.

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And I was the kid that wanted to stay in from recess and draw skateboarders, snowboarders, monsters, anything that, you know, piqued my interest at the time.

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So I'd always been doing it.

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I loved Calvin and Hobbes, Tintin, Asterix.

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I loved, you know, old Disney animation, hand drawn animation.

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My mom did a good job of hanging some nice prints on our walls growing up.

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So we had old masters, John Singer Sargent, Soroya, Winslow Homer, you know, we had some pretty good prints on the walls, so she had great taste.

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So I was always surrounded by stories and pictures.

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And then later in high school was when I realized that I was probably not going to be able to do anything else with my life.

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Praise God, I love it.

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So there was only one option.

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Nothing else really interested me.

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I thought maybe a marine biologist could be interesting, but I just thought manatees were cool.

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And that was a phase.

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I had a manatee phase.

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And they said, we all have them, maybe I'll do that someday.

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Yeah.

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So I went to the.

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I graduated from Logos and then went to the University of Idaho, which is the local university here in Moscow, and jumped in with their, at their fine art program.

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The program was kind of in between professors at the time, so there weren't dedicated drawing or painting professors there while I was attending.

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So I got a lot of instruction from the Internet books and was given a lot of free time to just pursue it on my own.

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So.

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And then, yeah, I think it was my junior year, I started working with Canon Press on.

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In college.

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In college, yes.

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Yes.

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I think the first project we did together was the Riot and the dance biology textbook that Dr.

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Gordon Wilson wrote.

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It has since ballooned into a whole Nature Doc series that you can find on Canon.

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Plus Vid Angel, I think has it as well, but I'm not sure.

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So it started as a biology textbook.

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So I was illustrating Beatles things whose names I cannot remember.

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Right.

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And then from there I Started working with Nate Wilson pretty early on as well.

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We started doing.

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I started helping him out with some pitch decks for some of his novels for film pitches.

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And then we started working on hello Ninja, the board book.

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And that was 2013, I think we started.

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That came out in 2014.

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Yeah.

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And then that was kind of how my career started, was biology textbooks.

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Hello Ninja.

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And then Cannon Press is.

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They produce curriculum books, all kinds of different books, trade books, a few novels, things like that.

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So I was immediately stretched into all kinds of different artistic categories right off the bat, which I'm very grateful for.

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So.

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Yeah, that's an introduction.

Forrest Dickison

I'm glad you said that, because I'm looking at the Crispin's rainy day art style.

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It's got a little bit of the.

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As at Howl's Moving Castle Miyazaki kind of feeling to it, at least in the eyes.

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But as I looked at this book and looked at the drawings, looked at the art, and then I compared it with what I saw at the gallery.

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There was one particular painting of yours.

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It had sort of like a.

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It sort of had a magenta sky.

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You probably know the one that I'm thinking of looking out over an idyllic landscape.

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And something about that sunset really caught me.

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But there couldn't be a bigger difference, at least to me.

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There couldn't be a bigger difference between what you painted in that painting and the art style of this textbook.

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And I think it makes sense that you would have done so much different stuff, and that's how you would be able to cross the line.

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So many different lines in visual arts to different styles.

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Yeah.

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That's interesting to hear you say that, because I don't think about it too much.

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I just think in terms of genre.

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I'm trying to make a nice painting that will be.

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It's a composition that can stand on its own.

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There's no characters in it, so it's just a landscape painting.

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But I'm using a lot of the same muscles to illustrate a page of a picture book.

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There's so.

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And that started out as, I guess, a curiosity for any kind of image making I was interested in.

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So whether it was cartoons, like I said, animation, printmaking, board game art, video game art, biology textbooks, anything that was interesting to me, I chased it, which has been really helpful.

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And one reason I did that, because I just needed money.

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So anybody who was willing to pay, I said, yeah, let's do it.

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Sure.

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But what that gave me was kind of an ability, an ability to jump between mediums or genres.

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Without too much trouble.

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So, yeah.

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So when you.

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When you started out as a kid, I guess you were probably drawing in, like, school notebooks with a pen or a pencil or something like that, or did you just jump right into watercolors or acrylics?

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Like, how did.

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How did that take take shape?

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And also, as I look at Crispin's Rainy Day, what was this done in?

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Was this digital?

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Was this Illustrator, or was it hand drawn or some combination?

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It was a combination.

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All the colors are.

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The colors are digital, but I made an effort to make them look as traditional as possible.

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The line work is all traditional.

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So it's dip pen and dip pen and ink on Bristol board.

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So I penciled and inked traditionally and then colored it digitally.

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I was going to color it traditionally, but we were running out of time and I had to get it done.

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So.

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And then what was the other part of that question?

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So was there.

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Was there a medium that was interesting to you off the bat, or was it just, you know, right into whatever you could get into your hand?

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Yeah, no, right off the bat, there was no medium that caught my interest.

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It was just drawing.

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So it was pencil and paper, and then color just was a way to enhance what I was already drawing.

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So colored pencils when I was younger.

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And then Logos School does a great job of giving art instruction to its students that I found out is rare and not something that's done in most schools across the country.

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So when I have friends, I told them I spent.

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I had instructors during elementary school that taught me, you know, they would draw a sunflower, and then I would have to copy the sunflower.

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All my art friends were blown away because they never had any kind of instruction like that from their public schools.

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So I'm grateful to Logos for giving me art lessons that I definitely did not appreciate at the time.

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I thought they were boring, but it was a good foundation for what I would eventually do.

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So it was all just pencil, pen, and ink.

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And then I loved animation, but that was hand drawn.

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Animation was an art form that was kind of on the way out when I was just getting old enough to enter the workforce.

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So I kind of set that aside and went and pursued oil painting.

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That was what I chased in college.

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I.

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It was a good way to combine my interests, my interest for being outside, taking hikes, going on trips with image making.

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So I was able to go outside and paint and respond to the landscape and the light directly, which was something that I found compelling.

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So it was pencil, paper, and then oil paint, and those have been my two go to mediums for a while now.

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Can you?

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So again, I'm not a visual artist.

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Like, I like landscape photography and travel photography.

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Can you talk a little bit about the process of painting a landscape in the landscape?

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This is one of like, maybe at some point in my life I will pursue that, maybe I will chase that, because that's something that I think speaks to me.

Forrest Dickison

So maybe you could talk a little bit about how you got into that, what the process has been like, learning that, what your process is for doing a painting like that as well.

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That would bless me quite a bit.

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Yeah, it's thrilling.

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I remember the first time I went out, I had bought these water soluble oil paints, which, if you think about it, makes no sense at all because water and oil don't mix.

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But somehow they were able to take these paints, introduce a molecule or remove a molecule that ruined it and became water soluble.

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And I went out with some friends, it was freezing cold.

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I grabbed water from a creek to mix my paints and I made an atrocious little painting of some birch trees.

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But it was thrilling because it felt like hunting.

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I was out there in the wild, ready to kill something.

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It felt primal.

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It was challenging.

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You have 360 degrees of view around your easel.

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You have temperature, you have sound, you have wind, all these different factors that are just bombarding your senses.

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And you have to pick one little thing out of that cacophony of sensation and scrape it onto a little canvas with some colored dirt and then, you know, make it convincing so that you can take that experience that you had in the wild, put it onto a little piece of vegetable guts stretched over some canvas, and then give it to somebody else.

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And if it's done well there, they can experience what you did almost as effectively, which I think is fascinating.

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So I enjoy the process of hunting.

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It's challenging.

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And it's clear whether you succeed or fail, there's not a lot of wishy, washy gray area.

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You either make a nice painting or you don't.

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And then I enjoy being able to kind of bottle that sensation or experience and frame it nicely, give it to somebody else so that they can then enjoy it as well.

Forrest Dickison

When you take the canvas out there in into the wild, do you finish it all at once?

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Is that, is that the goal?

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Like, I've got X amount of time to finish it before the sun sets or a storm rolls in.

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Or can you actually.

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Can you, can you bring it back and try again or add to it?

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Yeah, both.

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It's Nice to finish an omnispotter, as they're called, but that rarely happens.

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Usually you only have an hour or two before the light changes.

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Your subject matter is completely different, so you have to be quick.

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And then once.

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Once you've got that impression down, you can take it back to the studio.

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And I'll.

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I'll generally just most of my plein air.

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This is what it's called when you paint plein air.

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It's the open air.

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When you're painting plein air, I generally just make studies and then bring it back to the studio for larger pieces or I'll fix it up in the studio.

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It's challenging to get something finished out there in the field.

Forrest Dickison

Okay, that makes sense because I was imagining, well, you only have X amount of time, just with the light being the way it is and the care and the thought and the attention to detail that goes into a beautiful piece.

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Maybe it'll come together in the course of a couple hours.

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But it didn't seem likely to me that lightning would strike that often.

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Yeah, yeah.

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No, it doesn't.

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And there is something charming about a sketch.

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So I do like an unfinished sketch.

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There's a lot of energy if it's done well.

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If it's not entirely finished, then there's more for the viewer's imagination to do when it's looking at that particular painting.

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So they can finish it on their end and then it becomes a little more sticky in their own mind, I think.

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So there's a charm to an unfinished sketch, but generally it's a good idea to finish things.

Forrest Dickison

Oh, okay.

Forrest Dickison

So you mean so you will do like a pencil sketch of the landscape, and then someone could look at that and their mind could fill in the details, the colors, versus a finished painting, which leaves less room for the imagination.

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Yes.

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A pencil sketch or a color sketch.

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So a really quick little color scribble.

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Either way.

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A color scribble.

Forrest Dickison

Well, so, okay, I'm glad we're talking about this because I'm thinking about the art exhibit that was in Moscow during Grace Agenda.

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And one of the things I noticed, again, this is coming from someone who doesn't have a fine arts background.

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I don't have enough language.

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I know what I see, I know what I like, and I can look critically at things as opposed to like, that's cool.

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And just walk away.

Forrest Dickison

So I noticed that there was a difference between some of the paintings you had done, which I guess I would call them more impressionistic, and some of the more hyper realistic, hyper detailed kind of Approaches which had a different kind of appeal.

Forrest Dickison

I wonder if you can talk through the differences between those, because I imagine it's like a six of one, half dozen, another of the other.

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An artist's approach, someone's personal taste.

Forrest Dickison

But maybe you can talk about the selection of styles in that regard.

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Yes.

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So, yeah, personal taste has a lot to do with it, but.

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And I've been through a lot of different styles on my fine art journey, but I've recently landed in, I guess, what you call more of an Impressionistic camp.

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Because when I'm painting, what interests me is the soul of a place or the overall impression of a landscape.

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My goal is to frame a window that is sort of a.

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Well, an entrance into another world.

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So I'm not looking.

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I'm not that interested in detail.

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I'm not interested in subject matter as much as the light.

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So the subject matter obviously matters.

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But I'm looking for that broad impression, color harmony, something that feels more like the place than looks just like a representational photograph of the place.

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The strength of an Impressionist painting, if it's done well, is what we talked about earlier, where you have something that is not entirely finished.

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And so when somebody looks at it and it's, you know, there's a brushstroke every other inch or something, but then you step back and it all kind of coheres into this unified piece of art that is the viewer's mind finishing the painting kind of with the artist.

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And so instead of.

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Instead of me just giving the viewer everything, you know, here's everything, down to the little hairs that doesn't.

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It's not as much of a poetic take on the landscape.

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It's more just a one to one representation, which can be impressive, but it doesn't scratch the itch that I'm trying to scratch, which is a broad impression of a place that is delivered straight to your soul.

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You know, I'm trying to bypass all the information.

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Tree, grass, clouds.

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And just give you the impression of what it felt like to be there, which is, I think, that style, simpler design, broader brushstrokes, color harmonies that are not exactly the same as what you'd see in nature.

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It actually does a better job of feeling like a place than a photograph.

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Wood.

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Yeah.

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So I'm trying to get the most out of a painting when I do it.

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And that impressionistic style, I think is.

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It lends itself well to that more poetic take on the landscape.

Forrest Dickison

When you say you're trying to get the most out of it, what exactly do you mean by that?

Forrest Dickison

Like, the most evocative feeling, the most.

Forrest Dickison

The viewer feels the most engrossed in it, or you have effectively communicated what it felt like to be there?

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Maybe all of the above, yes.

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But making the most of the medium.

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So if I'm going to make a painting, I want it to feel like a painting.

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What does painting do?

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Well, that nothing else can do?

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And it would be, you know, cobbling together sloppy, abstract shapes that, if you took them apart, wouldn't make any sense.

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But you put them all together, you soften an edge here, you harden an edge here, you get the color harmonies just right.

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It all of a sudden pops into this representation of a memory.

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So that's.

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That's what painting does, that nothing else really can do.

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So if with Crispin's Rainy Day, I needed something a little more specific, something that lended itself to gesture and expression and characterization.

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So that's.

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I'm gonna grab the pen so that I could get really detailed expressions out of the characters.

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I couldn't get.

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I mean, you could.

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I could have painted the whole thing, but it would have taken forever, and the expressions wouldn't be as iconic.

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So by making them.

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By turning these characters into lines, you're sort of boiling them down to their simplest form so that they can be delivered quickly and effectively.

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Almost like, I don't know, emojis.

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Yeah.

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So when I'm painting, I don't want to be making comics.

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I don't want to be making a photograph.

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I want to be making a painting feel as much like a painting as possible so that it can be just what it is.

Forrest Dickison

So as you say that, I've got the book.

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I've got Crispin's Rainy Day here.

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I want to hold.

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Hold something up to the camera for those who are watching.

Forrest Dickison

So I guess you use the word iconic.

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And so this is the.

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I don't know, spoiler, I guess, but where he finds the lightning sword.

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And I guess I've never.

Forrest Dickison

This language is great because it's helping me interpret linguistically things I've only seen visually.

Forrest Dickison

So when you say iconic, obviously, like this image of Crispin with a sword, I look at this, and I immediately know what's happening.

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Right.

Forrest Dickison

There's not really a whole lot of room for ambiguity.

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It's there, it's clear, the lines are sharp, the action is communicated.

Forrest Dickison

Versus, if you were to try and do this in a painting, there would be a lot more interpretive work on the viewer's end.

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Like, what am I actually looking at?

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What is the meaning of being Crispin.

Forrest Dickison

It moves less, I suppose.

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Right.

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And it depends.

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If I had painted it photorealistically or if I had painted it with a high degree of detail, it could have done something similar.

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But the goal here in that image, in every image in this book, is the goal is to deliver the story effectively.

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And so tying it all down by means of black and white line work is, I thought, was an effective way to do that.

Forrest Dickison

So maybe we can talk a little bit about how that came together.

Forrest Dickison

This makes a little bit more sense how something like this would happen.

Forrest Dickison

Maybe beginning with a story outline, maybe in the form of text, and then breaking it into a storyboard kind of form and settling on that.

Forrest Dickison

But maybe you can walk people through.

Forrest Dickison

Like, what does it take to produce a children's book?

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Because I can look at this and I can say, this is deceptively simple.

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You know, it's.

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It's a.

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You know, it's a.

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It's a 5, 10, 15 minute experience.

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You know, you're meant to be read probably multiple times.

Will Spencer

Do it again, Daddy.

Forrest Dickison

Like that.

Forrest Dickison

But like.

Forrest Dickison

But it's not going to take three hours to go through the book.

Forrest Dickison

And that's only possible because of probably many hours on the front end to make that process, that reading process so simple.

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Yeah.

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I wanted to make the highest quality peanut butter and jelly sandwich that I could.

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I know it's going to take seconds to consume or minutes, but I know from personal experience, the books that I loved growing up, those little.

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Those few minutes where your parents are reading to you or you're reading by yourself can have outsized impact down the line.

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So, yeah, with this book in particular, I started with an image of a boy jumping through a puddle.

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That was what I wanted.

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I didn't have any idea what was in the puddle.

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There wasn't Rose, the sibling, the little sister was not around at that point.

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I just liked the idea of a backyard adventure.

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A puddle is something that everybody can relate to.

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We've all seen one, we've probably all jumped in one.

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There it is.

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So I thought, that's a great little entrance to a world that anyone can access in their backyard.

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So I started there, and then also.

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And then the next thing that came was the color palette.

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I had this very specific idea in mind for this pop of yellow, the yellow rain jacket against grays and greens and blues of a kind of a rainy day.

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So I had the color palette.

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I had the boy jumping through a puddle.

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And then from there I was bouncing between images and text.

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So I would Sketch some ideas and then write some words that would maybe that could go with those images.

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And it was really just a lot of trial and error.

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I would take one direction until I was bored or confused, and then I would back up to where I was still interested and then take that and run with it.

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And that was kind of the process.

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Anytime, Anytime I got bored, I scrapped it, went back to where I still liked it and then kept running from there.

Guest

So the story really took shape once, I think once I decided that he was going to jump through the puddle and fall into an ocean and meet up with a crew of his own, you know, his own crew of pirate frogs.

Guest

That made me happy.

Guest

So I ran with that.

Guest

Yeah, there's nothing wrong with that.

Guest

So, yeah, I remember the feeling very vividly of him.

Guest

The wish fulfillment for a kid of having your own crew of pirate frogs just waiting to do your bidding.

Guest

Seemed like it was a worthwhile endeavor.

Guest

And then because there needed to be a story and not just a boy and his pirate frogs doing whatever they wanted, I introduced the Rose, the.

Guest

His sister.

Guest

And so then the story became more about.

Guest

It became about their relationship.

Guest

How does a brother.

Guest

How do a brother and a sister work together in this world?

Guest

That's fantastical and a whole lot of fun and very rainy.

Forrest Dickison

So the story was your original creation?

Guest

Yes.

Forrest Dickison

That's beautiful.

Forrest Dickison

That I didn't expect.

Forrest Dickison

I read through this and I thought it was so moving because how do you, in our modern context, how do you portray a woman's participation or a little girl's participation in a hero story in a way that doesn't make her into the Rey Skywalker boss babe, but that also doesn't relegate her to a second class character.

Forrest Dickison

And you struck that.

Forrest Dickison

That I will not spoil, but you struck that balance beautifully, I thought.

Guest

Thank you.

Guest

Yeah, I'm glad to hear that you are picking up on that because that was what I set out to do once the sister came along is when I got really excited because I knew that it could be done.

Guest

It's been done before.

Guest

How do you have a female character who's strong in a uniquely feminine way?

Guest

How do you have a boy character who's strong in a uniquely masculine way, such that they do work together and it elevates both of them in their particular station.

Guest

It's just there's, you know, it's too easy to take them out.

Guest

Mostly what happens is you have a girl character that's turned into a second rate boy character just because.

Guest

And you know, it's then it's miniature Wonder Woman, or like you said, Rey Skywalker, whatever.

Guest

Or you just have to make the girl character actually heroic, but then put down the boy so that he's a loser and guilty for existing.

Guest

And I wanted to figure out a way to have both of those things in harmony in one story.

Forrest Dickison

Well, again, I don't want to spoil it for the listeners because I want everyone to go and buy this book for their kids.

Forrest Dickison

But what was the.

Forrest Dickison

And maybe even for themselves or for.

Forrest Dickison

I mean, Christmas is coming up, so you can buy it for family members with young children too.

Forrest Dickison

But this book is what, for like, 5 to 10 year olds?

Forrest Dickison

That's what the rough age range.

Guest

Yeah, I wrote it for my girls, and they're ages 6 to 2.

Guest

I have a 6 year old, a 4 year old, and a 2 year old and a 2 year old.

Guest

But yeah, this is probably bad to admit, but age never factored into what I was thinking along the way.

Guest

I just was 6 year old in general, but something that the parents would.

Guest

Parents needed to like it as well because they're the ones reading it to the kids.

Guest

So.

Forrest Dickison

So as you were.

Forrest Dickison

So as you were writing the story, like, what resources did you turn to to try and find how to strike that balance between the siblings where the little girl could have a very valuable role in the story without.

Forrest Dickison

Without stepping on the boy's role in the story and vice versa?

Guest

Well, honestly, it was a lot of Miyazaki.

Guest

He actually, he's one of the few creators that really gets feminine strength.

Guest

I think it was important that Rose in this story not have a character arc.

Guest

So all the angst and frustration is on Crispin's side.

Guest

He's the one that is desperate to find this lightning blade and loses it at his little sister because he's frustrated.

Guest

Rose, on the other hand, she says what she wants on the first page, and by the end of the book, she gets exactly what she wants.

Guest

She never loses her cool, she never gets in the way of the mission.

Guest

In fact, she's vital to the mission.

Guest

So Miyazaki does that in most of his stories.

Guest

His female characters are great.

Guest

There's a few that are not so great, but in general, that was the flavor that I wanted to highlight in this story.

Forrest Dickison

Thank you for pointing that out, because there was something about the two characters that I couldn't put my finger on.

Forrest Dickison

But you nailed it.

Forrest Dickison

Yes.

Forrest Dickison

Crispin has the angst, he has the arc, he has the journey in this particular way.

Forrest Dickison

And then you have Rose, and she's a consistent Force throughout.

Forrest Dickison

And I guess I picked up on that, but I couldn't quite.

Forrest Dickison

There was a relief in encountering her character, not just in the completion of the story, but also the role that she plays.

Forrest Dickison

Okay, so there's a lot going on in this story.

Guest

Yeah, there's a lot, yeah.

Guest

Rose, Part of the critiques I got from early on, when I was showing drafts of this around, was that she was not interesting as a character because she, you know, she had no character arc.

Guest

But that only just told me that I was on the right track.

Guest

Because I think not every character needs to have an arc to be compelling.

Guest

Rose is somebody who is who.

Guest

She knows who she is, she knows what she wants.

Guest

And because she's unflustered by the chaos around her, everything sort of conforms to her vision.

Guest

So she compels this rowdy crew of pirate frogs by not reacting to them.

Guest

I think that's something that is incredibly important for especially younger girls to learn is reacting is never helpful.

Guest

By reacting, you're just putting that other person in charge.

Guest

So if you stay calm, keep your emotions in check, you can control any situation that you've been given.

Forrest Dickison

That's wonderful.

Forrest Dickison

That I did pick up on in a couple of the scenes that she was very non reactive in environments where I think the opposite is portrayed in culture where girls are encouraged to be reactive.

Forrest Dickison

There's one particular scene I'm thinking of, you probably know, the one where she's confronted with a big challenge very suddenly didn't quite go the way that she wanted it to.

Forrest Dickison

And her response is like, oh, drat, here we go again.

Forrest Dickison

You know what I mean?

Forrest Dickison

Like in a very resigned, in a very grounded way.

Forrest Dickison

And I was like, as a reader, of course I'm invested in Crispin's story, but as a reader and as a man who's sensitive to some of these themes in culture today regarding feminism and the male versus female roles and women being second rate versions of men and all that, to have a little girl character who is authentically a little girl and isn't trying to be a bad version of little boy was incredibly refreshing.

Guest

Good.

Guest

Glad to hear you say that.

Guest

I thought so too.

Forrest Dickison

And I think the other thing that was really, that was really nice about it was you didn't shy away from.

Forrest Dickison

And I think this is probably okay to say because it's in the first part of the book of the little girl having a more domestic role, an explicitly domestic role, but that didn't feel demeaning.

Forrest Dickison

And that's the part as I was Working the way through the story.

Forrest Dickison

How is it going to balance this without it seeming demeaning?

Forrest Dickison

Because I know that's, of course, what everyone in Moscow gets accused of being, not what they actually are.

Forrest Dickison

I think Pastor Doug just did the theobros essay a couple days ago, and he was sort of talking about that.

Forrest Dickison

But you managed to strike that balance very well.

Forrest Dickison

Of her being in a.

Forrest Dickison

I guess we call it the domestic role, but it.

Forrest Dickison

Not.

Forrest Dickison

But it being an enhancement of her character in the story in general.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

I mean, yeah, it's just a big, dumb, boring lie that the domestic role is uninteresting and unfulfilling.

Guest

I think it's.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

One of feminism's biggest crimes is that it produces incredibly boring characters, boring people.

Guest

I just.

Guest

It's.

Guest

I hate it.

Guest

It's just.

Guest

It's so uncompelling.

Guest

So I made sure I.

Guest

Yeah, I wanted Rose to offend all the wrong people.

Guest

So she's.

Guest

You know, at what point the pirates yell at the dragon to give us back our maid?

Guest

So it's.

Guest

I just leaned into the stereotypes as much as I could, because in this day and age.

Guest

Well, in any day and age, the stereotypes, you know, they're.

Guest

They ring true for a reason.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

And also, I have three little girls, so, yeah, I've noticed that they tend to be, well, feminine.

Guest

You know, they're not.

Guest

They're not out there playing with trucks and making up, turning everything into a gun.

Guest

They.

Guest

Everything they touch turns into a nest or a baby or some kind of cooking utensil.

Guest

And nobody taught them that.

Guest

That's just who they are.

Guest

And it's glorious.

Guest

Why would I want to make that.

Guest

Why would I want to turn them into something that they're not?

Guest

So, yeah, I wanted Rose to be strong, compelling, and maintain while maintaining her femininity.

Forrest Dickison

And Crispin got to be a little.

Forrest Dickison

He's very obviously a little boy.

Forrest Dickison

You know, he's not a man doing little boy things.

Forrest Dickison

He's a little boy with little boy emotions on this big quest.

Forrest Dickison

And I got the balance of the characters, and that's the only two characters of the book really are Crispin and Rose.

Forrest Dickison

And you balanced it.

Forrest Dickison

And that was the thing that I think really struck me.

Forrest Dickison

Again, this is like a little kids book, which is that there's so much to unpack in a little kids book.

Forrest Dickison

Feels completely appropriate at the same time.

Forrest Dickison

But you.

Forrest Dickison

You managed to also.

Forrest Dickison

I mean, Crispin feels authentically like a little boy.

Forrest Dickison

He's a little boy on an adventure with little boy emotions.

Forrest Dickison

And he Brings his sister along almost reluctantly, but she plays a role in the story.

Forrest Dickison

It's just a.

Forrest Dickison

There's something.

Forrest Dickison

I don't know.

Forrest Dickison

I don't feel ashamed to say that.

Forrest Dickison

It's just a very powerful story that you crafted and along with the visuals as well.

Guest

Thank you.

Guest

Yeah, I appreciate it.

Forrest Dickison

So.

Forrest Dickison

So maybe we can talk also about hello Ninja.

Forrest Dickison

So I had a copy of the first hello Ninja book, which I won in an NSA raffle, but I can't find it.

Forrest Dickison

I moved recently, so maybe it's in a box or maybe I donated it.

Forrest Dickison

I don't have a lot of little kids running around, so I'm not.

Forrest Dickison

Who am I going to read this to?

Forrest Dickison

So maybe you could talk a little bit about that project as well.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

So that was the first thing that Nate and I worked on together.

Guest

That was.

Guest

I think I was still a senior in college when I jumped onto that.

Guest

And he was just curious about the board book market.

Guest

He wanted to try something.

Guest

So he wrote.

Guest

I think he wrote three, actually.

Guest

One was hello Ninja, one was Blah, blah, Black Sheep.

Guest

And then maybe the third one never got written, but there was another third one with zebras, I believe.

Guest

But yeah.

Guest

So my goal with Ninja was just I wanted to make a board book that didn't look like a lot of the board books that I had seen.

Guest

I wanted something that was colorful, had depth, was fully painted.

Guest

It was all digitally done, so it wasn't traditional paint.

Guest

But I was a art student at the time, so I was just trying to paint things that I was basically practicing what I had been seeing.

Guest

So I wanted different lighting situations, different color palettes, and that was kind of.

Guest

That was it.

Guest

That was as far as I was thinking with that book.

Guest

And then it went out there.

Guest

It made its way into the Starbucks Pick of the week, which was one of Nate's other books.

Guest

A sample of it was going to be out there.

Guest

Somehow that fell through, so we just slotted a Ninja instead.

Guest

That went well.

Guest

So from there it made its way into Target.

Guest

It sold well at Target.

Guest

And at that point, I think Nate and I were both thinking, this is it couldn't go any further than this.

Guest

We had moved on creatively, at least I had.

Guest

But then Nate's agent in LA picked it up and decided to run with it.

Guest

And she shopped it around to a bunch of different studios, and it ended up at Netflix, against all odds.

Guest

And I think 2018 was when we started working on the show with a studio up in Vancouver called Atomic Cartoons.

Guest

So.

Guest

And Nate was a producer And a writer.

Guest

I was a design consultant and a designer as well.

Guest

So we both had some creative control throughout the whole process.

Forrest Dickison

What was that process like, watching that just kind of experiment, reach the heights of culture?

Forrest Dickison

In some ways.

Guest

It was fantastic.

Guest

I learned a lot along the way and, well, probably more looking back is where all the lessons came from.

Guest

But very grateful for it.

Guest

I assumed that anything I touched from that point on would just be swept up into the machine and make millions of dollars and be a huge hit.

Forrest Dickison

Oh, obviously.

Guest

Obviously, that's what I assumed.

Guest

It hasn't worked out exactly like that, what I know.

Guest

But lots of lessons were learned.

Guest

It was a great process.

Guest

Working with Netflix was actually pretty great.

Guest

Working with Atomic Cartoons was fantastic.

Guest

They were all talented and very professional people.

Guest

So overall, it was a really fun experience.

Guest

Yes.

Guest

Has yet to be replicated, but we're working on it.

Forrest Dickison

So what is the hello Ninja series about?

Forrest Dickison

What was the overall vision?

Forrest Dickison

What were you guys trying to achieve with it originally?

Forrest Dickison

And then how did that take shape as it blew up?

Guest

Yeah, Nate could probably tell you more about the original vision.

Guest

I just know it was.

Guest

It was.

Guest

The original vision for me was make it as fun as possible.

Guest

He just handed me the manuscript, and I just thought, how can I squeeze as many fun things to paint as possible into this little short board book?

Guest

So that was my goal.

Guest

Make it fun, make it full of light, make it a good time.

Guest

And that vision, make it fun was maintained throughout the whole process.

Guest

But once it was turned into a show, we were very consciously trying to make a show that was genuinely healthy for kids, imagination.

Guest

So the goal was not to just provide a little escape from reality.

Guest

We wanted something that would encourage kids on their own journeys to become better characters themselves.

Guest

So we wanted to enforce play patterns, behavior, imaginative adventuring that would be imitated by the viewers in a way that was constructive, healthy, normal.

Guest

Because we knew all the competition was doing the same, but pointing kids in the wrong direction for the most part.

Guest

So it just became one of Netflix's most expensive snacks that they ever made for kids, at least.

Forrest Dickison

I mean, it was expensive.

Forrest Dickison

Go ahead.

Guest

Yeah, they, you know, it was a year of production.

Guest

Many lots of money and time and manpower was made for was put into this show that, you know, it's.

Guest

It's four seasons.

Guest

Each episode is maybe 10 minutes long.

Guest

So we wanted to just leave the audience better than we found them.

Guest

So there were a few battles we had about, you know, when there's some feminine feminist tendencies that were trying to creep in or this or that.

Guest

And the other thing, you know, but overall, it wasn't a whole lot that we had to fight about.

Guest

So, yeah, I'm proud of it.

Guest

I'm happy to have got to be a part of it, and I think it's a good, solid show.

Forrest Dickison

Yeah.

Forrest Dickison

That was going to be my next question as you bring this healthy, wholesome kids story into Netflix, which for me, I imagine that it's somewhat of a meat grinder to take a good idea and twist it around into some woke zombie version of what it once was.

Forrest Dickison

To hear that it came out true to the original vision.

Forrest Dickison

That's actually pretty encouraging to me.

Guest

Yeah, God was very kind and I think we were teamed up with the right people and Netflix.

Guest

This was before.

Guest

This was before 2020.

Guest

This was before things at Netflix went extremely woke.

Guest

They already were.

Guest

But there's no way that two white guys like myself and Nate could go make a show about a little Japanese boy today with Netflix at least, and maybe it'll swing back, who knows?

Guest

But I think we snuck in right at the tail end of when that would be acceptable and workable.

Guest

So, yeah, I don't know.

Guest

The biggest lesson was all I can do is the best that I can do at the time, and if God chooses to bless it, then no one's going to stop him.

Guest

So that was it.

Forrest Dickison

Maybe you could say more about that because I imagine that there are probably some parents listening and listening and probably some.

Forrest Dickison

Some creatives as well, you know, who, of course, I've had my own creative processes that I've been involved in.

Forrest Dickison

Again, like, photography was a big one for me, but maybe you can speak more about that, about, you know, trust, like doing the best you can and trusting God with the results.

Guest

Yeah, I mean, that's pretty much it.

Guest

You want to do the best you can so that if God does bless it, you're not embarrassed once it's out there and famous.

Guest

But also so that, you know, if you.

Guest

If you make something to a certain.

Guest

If you make something excellent, it will get out there.

Guest

I think cream rises, but the rising, that's all God.

Guest

So as an artist, all you can really focus on is making great cream.

Guest

Like, do.

Guest

Do what you can to make your craft as excellent as possible.

Guest

Position yourself, if you can, with the right people to make it go.

Guest

But, you know, we plant water, but it's God who brings the increase.

Guest

So everything I've worked on since Ninja is, you know, has not gone as nearly as explosive, but it doesn't really bother me because I'm still just.

Guest

I know I'm doing the same thing that I was doing then, for whatever reason, nothing has worked out quite the same way.

Guest

But God is the one that's going to bless it or not when he feels like it.

Forrest Dickison

I think there's real wisdom of that.

Forrest Dickison

I've had some tweets go mega viral around the world, and if I keep trying to achieve that same thing again, not even like, maybe I'll get there, but I'll drive myself crazy trying to do it.

Forrest Dickison

When ultimately, when something like that is happening, it's like, well, this is clearly a God thing and praise him for making this possible.

Forrest Dickison

But I'm not gonna be able to make lightning strike twice.

Forrest Dickison

I just have to do the best job that I can with everything that I put my hand to, and God will take care of the rest.

Forrest Dickison

You said something really interesting, too.

Forrest Dickison

You said, put your all into it so that you're not embarrassed, because I guess it is kind of possible that something could do really well.

Forrest Dickison

And it's like, oh, there's a typo there, or there's a mistake there.

Forrest Dickison

Like God can do that as well.

Forrest Dickison

Which I tend to forget that.

Guest

Right.

Guest

And Ninja was actually interesting because the first version of the book that you apparently have somewhere in a box.

Forrest Dickison

Yes.

Guest

I was a student when I made it, so.

Guest

Oh, yeah, it was a little bit.

Guest

You know, I look at it now and I think, oh, wow, that's.

Guest

You know, I could do so much better.

Guest

But God didn't care.

Guest

I did what I could and he took it and ran with it.

Guest

And then we ended up selling the book rights to HarperCollins, and they went and made four new ninja books.

Guest

So we remade the first book, we made another one, and then we made two kind of spin off, I can read Ninja books.

Guest

And so I was actually able to go back and just recreate the first book with, you know, four years of artistic expertise under my belt, which I was grateful for.

Guest

So I could kind of tinker with it once it was already out there, which is not an opportunity that is often given to artists.

Forrest Dickison

Yes, I can.

Forrest Dickison

I can relate to that, where I go back and listen to something, maybe an interview that I did or something like that, and I look at that, it's like, oh, I would do that so much better now.

Forrest Dickison

That's just part of it.

Forrest Dickison

So maybe you can talk a little bit about thinking back on your experience as an artist, especially for the parents who are listening.

Forrest Dickison

What can they do?

Forrest Dickison

What helped you cultivate your gifts and abilities that was unique to your upbringing, who maybe Some teachers that made a difference, maybe some things that your parents did that really gave you an added push in your gifts.

Forrest Dickison

Because I imagine there's probably more than a few parents listening that have spotted what they think or what might even really be genuine artistic talent and interest in their children, and that they don't know how to cultivate that because they don't have it themselves.

Forrest Dickison

So maybe you can share a little bit about maybe some of the individuals or some of the decisions that were made for you to help.

Forrest Dickison

To help shepherd you in a particular direction.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

So I think there's two answers to that question.

Guest

The first is that my parents were never concerned, really, about my desire to become an artist.

Guest

They were only ever encouraging, which I was very grateful for, because instead of making me complacent and lazy in my pursuit of artistic excellence, I only ever wanted to, you know, please them.

Guest

So it was encouraging that they were only ever encouraging.

Guest

Obviously, they weren't trying to hold me back or they weren't asking me questions like, how are you going to make money?

Guest

Maybe they ought to have been.

Guest

They never worried about it.

Guest

They only ever encouraged me.

Guest

Bought me art supplies, gave me art lessons, and that just made me want to work hard to not let them down, I guess.

Guest

And then my high school basketball coach, I credit him the most with the work ethic.

Guest

So talent only gets you so far.

Guest

Even interest only gets you so far.

Guest

You can love something, you can be good at it, but unless you're.

Guest

Unless you have the skill set, the muscle memory that it takes to show up and actually put the work in, all that interest and intent is not going to go anywhere.

Guest

So I learned my work ethic.

Guest

What little work ethic I have comes from high school basketball.

Guest

So high school basketball was where I learned to just keep pushing even when I wanted to lie down and give up and, you know, be done.

Guest

So athletics, combined with nothing but encouragement from my parents, I think enabled me to actually make it as a professional artist.

Guest

And then I'll say one more thing.

Guest

We weren't very good.

Guest

Our high school basketball team was not very good.

Guest

So we lost a lot.

Guest

And at the end of the game, the score was always objective, and it did not care about how you felt.

Guest

Artists can tend to be coddled.

Guest

Their emotions can be coddled by their parents, by their peers, because the artistic temperament is given a free pass, because that's just the way that artists are.

Guest

And let's not, you know, we'll just leave them there.

Guest

They're weird.

Guest

They are weird, but they need Artists need to be in absolute control of their emotions so that when you put something out into the world and it doesn't go well, it's.

Guest

You're not affected by it.

Guest

So it's losing at basketball all the time, knowing that there's objective standards for excellence, objective standards for beauty, truth, goodness.

Guest

That all apply to what you're making is you have to get there emotionally, intellectually, so that you don't get out into the world.

Guest

And just think that likes on Instagram translates to success as a human being.

Guest

So develop a thick skin, get used to losing, but don't ever settle with losing.

Guest

Just keep grinding, keep pushing, always be chasing that excellence.

Forrest Dickison

Can you talk a little bit more about that?

Forrest Dickison

Because it seems like it ties into some of what we said about non reactivity.

Forrest Dickison

It ties into discipline and it ties in also to the only way that we really achieve excellence is through failure.

Forrest Dickison

And so I think that there's a tendency that we have in culture today, and I think it shows up across culture, to not tell somebody when they've failed at something, which does them a great disservice.

Forrest Dickison

You have to, like you said, a basketball score is objective, doesn't matter how you feel about it.

Forrest Dickison

But because we think of art as subjective and to some extent it is.

Forrest Dickison

But I think we all know when we listen to a song that we like or a good song, whether or not we like it or look at a beautiful painting or whatever it is, we know when something lands.

Forrest Dickison

But if we're afraid to tell somebody when it doesn't, how will they know what it takes to produce something that does?

Forrest Dickison

And I think a lot of the hesitation that people have is like, well, I don't want to hurt their feelings.

Forrest Dickison

Like, well, maybe they kind of need their feelings to be hurt.

Forrest Dickison

You don't intentionally hurt their feelings.

Forrest Dickison

Right.

Forrest Dickison

Like, I'm going to get them.

Forrest Dickison

But you have to.

Forrest Dickison

Maybe you can talk some.

Forrest Dickison

Because you had to work through that.

Forrest Dickison

Like every professional artist that I've ever met has had to work through countless failures emotionally.

Forrest Dickison

Right.

Forrest Dickison

The thing that they really liked, like, you know, they put that out there and it's like, no, it doesn't work what this is.

Forrest Dickison

Right.

Forrest Dickison

So maybe you can talk some of.

Forrest Dickison

Because that's the professional side of being an artist.

Guest

Yeah, it's just, I mean, it's cliche.

Guest

It's not how many times you get hit, but how many times you get back up.

Guest

It's just, can you do it over and over again?

Guest

And being an artist, you're putting your whole soul into something.

Guest

When you're creating it, it's like, you are.

Guest

God, this is amazing.

Guest

The inspiration is flowing, and then you put it out there.

Guest

Nobody cares.

Guest

It gets 10 likes on social media, which is.

Guest

Or you put it out there, you hand it to your mom, and they just go, that's nice.

Guest

Slap it on the fridge, and then it's in the trash the next day.

Guest

Yeah, it's funny.

Guest

My girls won't stop drawing, which is good.

Guest

They're good at it and they love it.

Guest

They're making books constantly.

Guest

But this is something that we're dealing with.

Guest

There's six and four.

Guest

But when I throw away their drawings all the time, because at first I was trying to keep everything because I didn't want to hurt their feelings, and I wanted to have this record of this pure artistic expression.

Guest

But I realized quickly that that was not actually helping them grow.

Guest

Like, no, yeah, you made a nice drawing.

Guest

Will put on the fridge for a day, maybe, and then it's in the trash because it's onto the next one.

Guest

Like, you know, if it's really excellent, I'll stick it in a frame, put it on the wall.

Guest

But.

Guest

And once.

Guest

Yeah, now they're.

Guest

They're totally comfortable with their drawings being trashed all the time.

Guest

Not.

Guest

Not by me.

Forrest Dickison

Right.

Guest

But, you know, thrown into the trash.

Guest

And that's.

Guest

I think it's.

Guest

That's the mindset that I think every artist needs to cultivate, is that the work is just work.

Guest

It's not who you are.

Guest

It's.

Guest

It's.

Guest

It's something that you're producing in order to bless other people if they are not blessed by it.

Guest

You can't get offended at that.

Guest

So if you put it out there and nobody likes it, all that tells me is that you put it out there is because you wanted praise.

Guest

You wanted your own ego to be scratched, and you wanted your friends to say, wow, I could never do that.

Guest

You know, but the whole point is that you're making food for somebody else's soul.

Guest

You want them to be uplifted, encouraged, inspired.

Guest

So then if you frame it that way, you punt something, you put a painting up on the wall, and nobody is uplifted or encouraged.

Guest

That wouldn't make any sense to throw a fit about that.

Guest

You say, oh, I'll just have to make it better.

Guest

And then hopefully it will achieve its goal.

Forrest Dickison

Can you talk about if you'd be willing to one of your experiences where there was something that you were particularly attached to, and you put it out there, and it maybe Went over like a lead balloon.

Forrest Dickison

And you had to work through that.

Guest

Hmm.

Guest

Maybe there have been too many to count, but I couldn't.

Guest

I can't remember.

Guest

I don't know.

Guest

It just.

Guest

I think my ditch might be on the other side where I.

Guest

Maybe I preemptively, you know, despise my own work just so that it's.

Guest

When somebody else doesn't like it, I can.

Guest

Well, I beat you to it.

Guest

I also think it's not any good.

Guest

So, whatever.

Guest

You can't hurt me, you can't fire me.

Guest

I quit.

Guest

So there's that other.

Guest

I think that's my ditch is to be a little more.

Guest

To cut the cord a little too readily, maybe, or to be.

Guest

To just throw it out there and move on, you know?

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

So I can't.

Guest

I can't.

Guest

Sorry.

Guest

I can't recall a time when I was devastated that somebody didn't like what I did.

Guest

I'm sure it happened.

Guest

I know it happened, but I just.

Guest

I don't know.

Guest

I don't remember.

Forrest Dickison

No, I mean, what I'm getting at, I think, and that makes a lot of sense, that you would preemptively dismiss your own work for fear of being hurt.

Forrest Dickison

And you're right, that is definitely a ditch.

Forrest Dickison

Because I'm interested for the parents listening and for the creative people listening who struggle with these issues either in themselves or their kids.

Forrest Dickison

Because I think that there are so many gifted and talented children, and adults for that matter, who have learned to dismiss their own work or have learned to overvalue their own work and finding that way through that path, navigating that.

Forrest Dickison

But then also how we can learn to cultivate our own creative process, whether or not we want to go pro with it.

Forrest Dickison

Because I think everyone has a different.

Forrest Dickison

We'll call it a creative gift and a different feel, whether it be music or the visual arts or writing, but the process of birthing it, of shipping it, as they say in the tech world, that's the terrifying thing.

Forrest Dickison

It's easier to leave something unfinished or keep it private than to actually subject it to someone looking at it.

Forrest Dickison

And so I think that's really important for people to learn how to do for their own well being, for their own creativity, for glorifying God, and also especially for parents who are watching their children grow and are trying to express gifts and want to know how to cultivate them, but also knowing that it's a hard world.

Forrest Dickison

Right.

Forrest Dickison

And just because you think something is amazing doesn't mean anyone else will.

Forrest Dickison

But you also have to think it's amazing, too.

Forrest Dickison

Maybe.

Forrest Dickison

I hope I'm putting my thoughts together the right way.

Guest

Oh, yeah, that's all.

Guest

It all makes sense, I think.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

Well, going back to the other ditch, where if you're out there trashing your own work before anyone else can, that's just as selfish as looking for the ego trip, where you're just looking for praise.

Guest

So either you're just looking for praise or you throw it out there and then you just say, oh, it's so bad.

Guest

I'm no good, I'm no good.

Guest

That's just as selfish and just as great.

Guest

You should stop it.

Guest

And it's also a disservice to your audience.

Guest

So if you throw something out there and it does connect, it does bless them, they do like it.

Guest

And then you're out there saying, as it's no good, you're just telling those people that their taste is bad and that this thing that they genuinely had affection for is dumb from maybe one of their heroes.

Guest

So trashing your own work is selfish.

Guest

Looking for praise is selfish.

Guest

So the whole point is, like I said, to bless somebody else.

Guest

So if it's about you, it's going to end in tears.

Guest

It is challenging because at the end of the day, you're the one that has to make it.

Guest

It's your tastes, your skill level, your time, blood, sweat and tears that is going into this project.

Guest

So you do have to like it, and you do have to know it intimately inside and out just to make it, you know, before you can ship it.

Guest

But at the end of the day, you're just cooking a meal.

Guest

You're making something to feed somebody else.

Guest

And when you look at it that way, you don't want to be the chef that puts something on the table and just say, yeah, it's, you know, I could have done better, or there wasn't as much salt, and everyone's just enjoying the meal and you're over here saying, yeah, it wasn't salty enough, sorry, apologizing for it and ruining everybody's experience.

Guest

Just put it out there and just make a, you know, flag a note, okay, needs more salt.

Guest

So next time the meal will be a little bit better.

Guest

Next time it'll be a little bit better.

Guest

And just don't make it about yourself.

Guest

Once you start, once it's out there.

Forrest Dickison

Can you think, okay, so addressing the other ditch, then, can you think of when you had to learn how to accept praise?

Forrest Dickison

Because that is definitely a thing where people don't know how to graciously.

Forrest Dickison

Someone says, that's amazing.

Forrest Dickison

And if the tendency is to say, oh, no, no, it's terrible, like, no, you want to honor them in their experience, maybe you can talk about that.

Guest

Yeah, this.

Guest

Going back to basketball, one of my friends, one of my teammates, his dad just told him, look, at the end of the game, if somebody says, good game, doesn't matter if you won or lost, all you have to say back is, good game, Great job.

Guest

You know, you don't.

Guest

You don't need to say, I shot so poorly or, yeah, you know, and then.

Guest

Or flatter them and, you know, you did really great, too.

Guest

You know, all you need to say is thank you.

Guest

And then, you know, if somebody.

Guest

Yeah, the more I make things, the more I realize that it's not.

Guest

It's.

Guest

I'm just sort of showing up and putting stuff together.

Guest

But the idea and the art sort of comes from somewhere else.

Guest

I'm sort of just an archaeologist discovering something.

Guest

That's what it feels like.

Guest

So when somebody else comes and says, I loved this, you know, I'm.

Guest

I'm just free to say, oh, thank you.

Guest

I also thought that was great.

Guest

Wasn't it awesome?

Guest

And it's something that's just totally divorced from my own ego, my own pride, and we're free to enjoy it together, because now it's out there.

Guest

It doesn't really belong to me anymore.

Guest

It's just this artifact floating in the wild.

Guest

So, yeah, if somebody praises you, just say, thank you.

Guest

That's it.

Guest

And it's.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

Then you bite your tongue.

Guest

You don't say, I'll do better next time.

Guest

Yeah, I still feel that.

Guest

Don't say, I'll do better next time, or don't trash your work.

Guest

But definitely, definitely don't rely on praise as a fuel to keep you going.

Guest

Praise is nice, it's encouraging, but it's not.

Guest

You're not really going to.

Guest

You never learn from it.

Guest

You only really learn from critique, honest critique.

Guest

So say.

Forrest Dickison

Say more about that.

Guest

I mean, if you throw something out in the world and, well, let's take social media for another example.

Guest

You post a drawing, and of course no one's going to.

Guest

I mean, maybe this happens, I guess, but people don't jump in the comments and just say, you stink.

Guest

Go home, quit drawing.

Guest

Everyone just says, wow, amazing.

Guest

Amazing.

Guest

You're the best.

Guest

Oh, I wish I could draw like you, whatever it is.

Guest

And then that becomes sort of your.

Guest

The end goal of what it is you're doing.

Guest

That praise is.

Guest

It's just going to stunt your growth because you're not actually going to learn anything.

Guest

So if you don't, if you throw something out there, no one's offering constructive criticism.

Guest

They're just making your head a little bit bigger.

Guest

And the worst thing you can do as a creative is learn to rely on that, or even worse, to love it.

Guest

To love praise.

Guest

You should always feel a little bit uncomfortable when somebody says, great job.

Guest

This is awesome.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

So you don't.

Guest

And praise is good because it means that somebody else was blessed.

Guest

That's all it tells you.

Guest

But if you throw something out there and you get a criticism, that's really, actually helpful data.

Guest

Because now you can go back and say, okay, this didn't land either because the audience missed it or because I failed to deliver.

Guest

And if I failed to deliver, then you can go and say, how was it this story?

Guest

Was it color drawing?

Guest

And then you can dissect it.

Guest

And maybe the audience picked up on something that they think is the problem.

Guest

But you have to be intelligent enough to identify the problem somewhere else so that you fix it over here.

Guest

And then that particular reaction goes away, if that makes any sense.

Guest

So when people don't like something, that's when I really pay attention.

Guest

Because then you have to ask, why didn't they like it?

Guest

Is it their problem?

Guest

Is it my problem?

Guest

Is it the works problem?

Guest

And then once you identify a problem, then there's an opportunity for education and growth, and that's exciting.

Guest

Growth is always fun.

Forrest Dickison

And that's why it's so important to subject yourself to valid criticism, even though it might hurt your feelings, even though you have an emotional attachment to something.

Forrest Dickison

I mean, the royal you, of course, that's the way that you're going to grow is by finding out what works and what didn't from an objective observer.

Forrest Dickison

Not just friends, not just family.

Forrest Dickison

Right.

Forrest Dickison

Who, of course they're going to love what you do, because they love you.

Forrest Dickison

But there is something about, like, no, you put it up and you let the public look at it and you let them tear it apart.

Forrest Dickison

Yeah, it's terrible, but you got to do it.

Guest

Yeah, absolutely.

Forrest Dickison

So maybe you can share a little bit with maybe some of the projects that you have coming up for either Cannonball or Cannon Press or what you're working on, what you're working on yourself.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

So right now I'm working full time with Canon Press on some animation content that is.

Guest

We're trying to get a.

Guest

Right now there's a show and a feature that we're building out, sort of elaborate pitch decks for.

Guest

So I'M doing some short sample animation for these projects that we will then go out and attempt to wrangle some funding for.

Guest

So that's what I'm doing full time right now.

Guest

I'm painting on the side.

Guest

There's the gallery that you saw as a new addition to Moscow, owned by or run by New St.

Guest

Andrews College.

Guest

So I'm supplying some paintings there.

Guest

And then I'm working on a graphic novel on the other side as well.

Guest

Those are the main projects that I've got going at the moment.

Forrest Dickison

So you're.

Forrest Dickison

So how do you.

Forrest Dickison

I mean, I guess you're all.

Forrest Dickison

It sounds like you're always creating something.

Will Spencer

Whether you're at work or whether you're.

Forrest Dickison

Working on the graphic novel or you're painting.

Forrest Dickison

Like, is this.

Forrest Dickison

Is this just a constant state of, I guess a state of mind that you're in?

Guest

Yes, it's.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

The short answer is yes.

Guest

I mean, I will say that Sundays are extremely important.

Guest

And you start to understand the way that.

Guest

Why God did it the way that he did.

Guest

Because I know that I can just, you know, all six cylinders for six weeks just run flat out knowing that on Sunday I can just collapse and, you know, spend time with my family and rest and I'm not allowed to draw.

Guest

I don't draw on Sundays.

Guest

That's, you know.

Guest

So, yeah, Sundays are extra, extra sweet these days.

Forrest Dickison

Do you have a day set aside or a time of the week set aside to do your painting?

Forrest Dickison

Because I would imagine there's something very personal about that.

Forrest Dickison

This is, for me, this is what I'm doing.

Forrest Dickison

Or maybe I'm wrong about that, but it would seem to me that this is something that requires such focus and there's a degree of intimacy to it as well.

Forrest Dickison

Or is it just whenever it comes up during the week?

Guest

No.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

Generally the weekends are when I paint these days, but it's either.

Guest

But that is flexible as well.

Guest

So I've been doing just early mornings.

Guest

I'm up early, working, then the kids are up getting them ready for school.

Guest

Then it's off to work with Cannon Press and then home for dinner, spending time with the family until they're in bed.

Guest

And then maybe I'll do a little bit of work.

Guest

But usually I try to get to bed early so that I can get up early again the next day.

Forrest Dickison

The rhythms of a professional artist.

Forrest Dickison

Sound like a professional anything?

Forrest Dickison

Amazing.

Guest

Yes.

Guest

It turns out it's work.

Forrest Dickison

You mean you're not just up at 3:00 in the morning waiting for the.

Guest

Muse to appear well, no, I am, but it's.

Guest

Yeah, sometimes it shows up, but I'm there whether or not the muse is there.

Guest

That's the goal.

Forrest Dickison

And you're working on.

Forrest Dickison

Just, just real quickly, you're working on animation now.

Forrest Dickison

So I think you had mentioned earlier that you wanted to be getting into animation and now you finally worked your way around to that.

Guest

Yeah, it's.

Guest

I've.

Guest

I'm very grateful for how that's worked out.

Guest

So we don't.

Guest

Nothing is nailed down yet, but we're all hopeful.

Guest

We have projects that we like.

Guest

But it's.

Guest

Yeah, I'm doing traditional hand drawn animation and it's.

Forrest Dickison

Oh wow.

Guest

Extremely fun.

Guest

Some of the most fun I've had in my entire career, I would say.

Forrest Dickison

So, so hand drawn, like cell animation?

Guest

Yes.

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

So it's not, it's not on paper.

Guest

We're drawing directly onto the computer, but still all we're doing is we're skipping the scanning process.

Guest

Other than that, it's the same.

Forrest Dickison

Oh my goodness.

Forrest Dickison

See, that is something.

Forrest Dickison

So now I'm going to say that is something I could never do.

Guest

Yeah, it is absurd.

Guest

I can't.

Guest

It doesn't.

Guest

Yeah, it's a lot of work.

Forrest Dickison

Yes.

Forrest Dickison

A lot of very detail oriented micro work in a way.

Forrest Dickison

Just the subtle changes of a facial expression.

Forrest Dickison

Oh, I couldn't do it.

Guest

Right.

Guest

And back to how we started this conversation.

Guest

This is why when I'm painting, I'm trying to be sloppy and loose and relax and just have fun.

Guest

Because during my day job I'm worrying about turning a character in three dimensional space on a page and it's just, there's math involved.

Forrest Dickison

It's a little more complicated.

Forrest Dickison

See, that makes a lot of sense.

Forrest Dickison

Like we started talking about the difference between like a crispin and the impressionistic painting in the gallery.

Forrest Dickison

That makes a lot of sense to me that you know, producing something as detail oriented and as precise as this, how appealing it would be if you're always in the headspace to be drawing or painting, to produce something so much more loose and evocative, I guess.

Guest

Right.

Forrest Dickison

Well, this has been fantastic.

Forrest Dickison

I know you've got a lot of work to do today.

Forrest Dickison

Thank you so much for the generosity of your time and walking me and walking us through your artwork.

Forrest Dickison

Is there some place that people can go online to find a gallery of your paintings or images of your paintings or something like that?

Guest

Yeah.

Guest

Forrestdickison.com you can go there.

Guest

There's a newsletter to sign up for.

Guest

The only time I send out a newsletter is When I have new paintings, which is rare these days, but then you can find me on Instagram.

Guest

I do have a Twitter, but mostly I repost paintings of dead people, so that's not really my own work.

Forrest Dickison

Oh, paintings of dead people.

Guest

Yeah, you know, the masters, the old.

Forrest Dickison

Oh, okay.

Guest

Yeah, the old dead guys who really knew how to paint.

Guest

You know, I just repost.

Guest

What?

Guest

I like Twitter.

Guest

So paintings of dead people.

Guest

I should say paintings by dead people.

Guest

That's not a terrible.

Guest

Yeah, secret.

Guest

Yeah, yeah, whatever.

Guest

We don't need to go there.

Forrest Dickison

No, we don't.

Guest

Paintings by peop.

Guest

By old masters who are now deceased, but because their paintings are still around, they stood the test of time and they're great.

Guest

Paintings of dead people.

Guest

That's terrible.

Guest

What a way to sign off.

Forrest Dickison

That's perfect.

Guest

Who are some of your favorite masters?

Forrest Dickison

No, it's so good.

Forrest Dickison

That's great.

Forrest Dickison

Who are some of your favorite masters?

Guest

My favorite dead people.

Forrest Dickison

Yes, exactly.

Forrest Dickison

Your favorite paintings of dead people.

Forrest Dickison

It's so good.

Forrest Dickison

That's great.

Guest

I love John Singer Sargent.

Guest

I love Joaquin Soroya.

Guest

I love the old Japanese masters.

Guest

Yoshida Hiroshi in particular.

Guest

I love the California Impressionists.

Guest

So Edgar Payne, William Wendt are some of my favorites.

Guest

NC Wyeth, I love the end pages of Crispin's Rainy Day are a nod to NC Wyeth.

Guest

Okay.

Guest

And recently I've been reading a biography of the artist Maynard Dixon, who was painting a little before NC Wyeth in the American Southwest.

Guest

So, yeah, those are some of my go to's.

Forrest Dickison

I've always been a big fan of Alfred Bierstadt.

Forrest Dickison

And Caspar David.

Forrest Dickison

And Caspar David Friedreich.

Forrest Dickison

I originally liked the Wander above the Sea of Fog.

Forrest Dickison

I think that's still a classic painting, but there's so many others of his that are so beautiful.

Guest

Yeah, that's a good one.

Forrest Dickison

And Bierstadt's landscapes of the American west is like time traveling.

Guest

Yeah, those are great.

Forrest Dickison

Wonderful.

Forrest Dickison

Well, thank you so much again for your time.

Forrest Dickison

We'll be sure to send people to your website and your Twitter.

Forrest Dickison

Thank you so much, Forrest.

Guest

Yeah, thanks for having me, Will.

Guest

Take care.

Forrest Dickison

Lord bless you.

Forrest Dickison

Take care.