Forrest Dickison, a fine artist and author, joins Will Spencer to discuss his new children's book, "Crispin's Rainy Day," and the unique artistic journey that brought it to life. The conversation explores the essence of creativity, emphasizing that everyone possesses some artistic talent and can find fulfillment in expressing it, regardless of their medium.
Dickison shares insights into the importance of recognizing one's gifts and using them to glorify God, while also reflecting on the moral complexities often found within the creative world. As they delve into the process of creating "Crispin's Rainy Day," Dickison highlights the balance he achieved in portraying the dynamic relationship between the book's siblings, Crispin and Rose, without resorting to stereotypes.
The discussion touches on the challenges of maintaining artistic integrity in a world that often prioritizes commercial success over genuine expression. Listeners are encouraged to embrace their failures as essential learning experiences and to cultivate a thick skin in the face of critique, ultimately recognizing that the true value of art lies in its capacity to bless and inspire others.
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Will SpencerMy guest this week is Forrest Dickison and he's a husband, father, fine artist and author of the outstanding new children's book Crispin's Rainy Day.
Will SpencerI think everyone has at least some artistic talent, whether in singing, dancing, cooking, sculpting or poetry.
Will SpencerIf anyone tries hard enough, they'll find a creative outlet they enjoy that can glorify God and even bless their loved ones.
Will SpencerBut artists?
Will SpencerThey're a different breed from my time in the music industry.
Will SpencerI discovered people who actually recharged by being in the studio.
Will SpencerNow I always found producing music to be a grind, which is why I left when I realized I couldn't compete with those who lived to write music.
Will SpencerLearning that I didn't have that gift, though, helped me appreciate it in others while leading me to discover my own gifts in writing and sometimes photography.
Will SpencerToday, I admire and appreciate those who are blessed with artistic gifts woven into their being, and I do so with a sense of awe.
Will SpencerNot in a way that idolizes the man or woman, though.
Will SpencerA little time in any creative field reveals that artistic talent doesn't always equate to moral uprightness.
Will SpencerOften it's quite the opposite.
Will SpencerInstead, I see artistic gifts as a unique calling, different in character from that of pastors, doctors or scientists, but the same in substance.
Will SpencerIn other words, a gift is a gift, and while it's meant for you, you didn't create it, God did and he gave it to you.
Will SpencerIf you should be blessed to discover that gift, then it's what you do with it that matters.
Will SpencerIt's like in the Parable of the Talents, whether you have one, two or three.
Will SpencerWill you use it to magnify God's kingdom or hide it in fear?
Will SpencerWill you be faithful over little or faithful over much?
Will SpencerAnd will you use your gifts to one day here, enter into the joy of your Lord?
Will SpencerThat brings me back to Forrest Dickerson and his new book, Crispin's Rainy Day, just released on Canon Press.
Will SpencerYou may have seen it hanging around in the background of Doug Wilson's recent videos.
Will SpencerNow, I haven't been blessed with kids just yet, so I don't read many children's books, but this has to be one of the finest I've come across, both in picture and in story.
Will SpencerIt tells the tale of a young boy and his sister on the aforementioned rainy day, who then go on a swashbuckling adventure with pirate frogs wherein the siblings unique gifts shine.
Will SpencerNow, I don't want to spoil it, but the fact that there's even a spoilable plot point in a children's book says enough.
Will SpencerAnd not only did Forrest write the story, which we'll discuss, but he also illustrated it beautifully.
Will SpencerIf you're a parent, your kids will love it.
Will SpencerAnd if you're looking for wholesome Christian entertainment, this makes a great Christmas gift for for any young family.
Will SpencerThis book is the result of Forrest's life devoted to the visual artspainting, drawing and more.
Will SpencerIt's the latest achievement of someone who to me exemplifies recognizing, cultivating and sharing one's gifts for God's glory.
Will SpencerAnd I hope Forrest's story inspires you to recognize your own gifts or those of your children, sparking the next generation of Christian artists to make Christianity beautiful again.
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Will SpencerAnd please welcome this week's guest on the podcast, the author and illustrator of Crispin's Rainy Day, out now on Canon Press, Forrest Dickerson.
Forrest DickisonForrest, thanks so much for joining me on the podcast today.
GuestYou bet.
GuestWell, thanks for having me.
Forrest DickisonI've got your book here, Crispin's Rainy Day.
Forrest DickisonI don't read a lot of kids books, but I actually, I genuinely love this one.
Forrest DickisonThis was heartwarming, it was exciting, it was beautifully drawn and the messaging in it was just, it was really touching.
Forrest DickisonSo I just wanted to congratulate you on this.
Forrest DickisonNot that I'm a connoisseur of the art, but this was an excellent book.
GuestThank you sir.
GuestI appreciate it.
Forrest DickisonSo I wanted to get started.
Forrest DickisonI've also, as I mentioned to you, I'd also seen your paintings in the gallery and Moscow.
Forrest DickisonSo I've been looking forward to having this conversation because the visual arts are not one of my skill sets.
Forrest DickisonI do enjoy travel, photography, but painting and drawing and things like this are beyond me.
Forrest DickisonSo I've been looking forward to talking with you about your art and the process of getting to where you've been and Also the books that you've created.
GuestGreat, let's do it.
Forrest DickisonAll right, so maybe we can just start at the beginning.
Forrest DickisonWhen did you begin drawing, painting?
Forrest DickisonWhat was the beginning of that?
Forrest DickisonWhat did that look like for you?
Forrest DickisonAnd I guess also how was it nurtured to the point where like, hey, I can actually maybe do something with this?
GuestYeah, so I.
GuestI don't remember a time when I wasn't drawing.
GuestI think every kid begins their life drawing.
GuestI was just one of those that didn't stop.
GuestSo my friends, classmates, they kind of petered out, you know, in early grade school.
GuestAnd I was the kid that wanted to stay in from recess and draw skateboarders, snowboarders, monsters, anything that, you know, piqued my interest at the time.
GuestSo I'd always been doing it.
GuestI loved Calvin and Hobbes, Tintin, Asterix.
GuestI loved, you know, old Disney animation, hand drawn animation.
GuestMy mom did a good job of hanging some nice prints on our walls growing up.
GuestSo we had old masters, John Singer Sargent, Soroya, Winslow Homer, you know, we had some pretty good prints on the walls, so she had great taste.
GuestSo I was always surrounded by stories and pictures.
GuestAnd then later in high school was when I realized that I was probably not going to be able to do anything else with my life.
Forrest DickisonPraise God, I love it.
GuestSo there was only one option.
GuestNothing else really interested me.
GuestI thought maybe a marine biologist could be interesting, but I just thought manatees were cool.
GuestAnd that was a phase.
GuestI had a manatee phase.
GuestAnd they said, we all have them, maybe I'll do that someday.
GuestYeah.
GuestSo I went to the.
GuestI graduated from Logos and then went to the University of Idaho, which is the local university here in Moscow, and jumped in with their, at their fine art program.
GuestThe program was kind of in between professors at the time, so there weren't dedicated drawing or painting professors there while I was attending.
GuestSo I got a lot of instruction from the Internet books and was given a lot of free time to just pursue it on my own.
GuestSo.
GuestAnd then, yeah, I think it was my junior year, I started working with Canon Press on.
Forrest DickisonIn college.
GuestIn college, yes.
GuestYes.
GuestI think the first project we did together was the Riot and the dance biology textbook that Dr.
GuestGordon Wilson wrote.
GuestIt has since ballooned into a whole Nature Doc series that you can find on Canon.
GuestPlus Vid Angel, I think has it as well, but I'm not sure.
GuestSo it started as a biology textbook.
GuestSo I was illustrating Beatles things whose names I cannot remember.
Forrest DickisonRight.
GuestAnd then from there I Started working with Nate Wilson pretty early on as well.
GuestWe started doing.
GuestI started helping him out with some pitch decks for some of his novels for film pitches.
GuestAnd then we started working on hello Ninja, the board book.
GuestAnd that was 2013, I think we started.
GuestThat came out in 2014.
GuestYeah.
GuestAnd then that was kind of how my career started, was biology textbooks.
GuestHello Ninja.
GuestAnd then Cannon Press is.
GuestThey produce curriculum books, all kinds of different books, trade books, a few novels, things like that.
GuestSo I was immediately stretched into all kinds of different artistic categories right off the bat, which I'm very grateful for.
GuestSo.
GuestYeah, that's an introduction.
Forrest DickisonI'm glad you said that, because I'm looking at the Crispin's rainy day art style.
Forrest DickisonIt's got a little bit of the.
Forrest DickisonAs at Howl's Moving Castle Miyazaki kind of feeling to it, at least in the eyes.
Forrest DickisonBut as I looked at this book and looked at the drawings, looked at the art, and then I compared it with what I saw at the gallery.
Forrest DickisonThere was one particular painting of yours.
Forrest DickisonIt had sort of like a.
Forrest DickisonIt sort of had a magenta sky.
Forrest DickisonYou probably know the one that I'm thinking of looking out over an idyllic landscape.
Forrest DickisonAnd something about that sunset really caught me.
Forrest DickisonBut there couldn't be a bigger difference, at least to me.
Forrest DickisonThere couldn't be a bigger difference between what you painted in that painting and the art style of this textbook.
Forrest DickisonAnd I think it makes sense that you would have done so much different stuff, and that's how you would be able to cross the line.
Forrest DickisonSo many different lines in visual arts to different styles.
GuestYeah.
GuestThat's interesting to hear you say that, because I don't think about it too much.
GuestI just think in terms of genre.
GuestI'm trying to make a nice painting that will be.
GuestIt's a composition that can stand on its own.
GuestThere's no characters in it, so it's just a landscape painting.
GuestBut I'm using a lot of the same muscles to illustrate a page of a picture book.
GuestThere's so.
GuestAnd that started out as, I guess, a curiosity for any kind of image making I was interested in.
GuestSo whether it was cartoons, like I said, animation, printmaking, board game art, video game art, biology textbooks, anything that was interesting to me, I chased it, which has been really helpful.
GuestAnd one reason I did that, because I just needed money.
GuestSo anybody who was willing to pay, I said, yeah, let's do it.
GuestSure.
GuestBut what that gave me was kind of an ability, an ability to jump between mediums or genres.
GuestWithout too much trouble.
GuestSo, yeah.
Forrest DickisonSo when you.
Forrest DickisonWhen you started out as a kid, I guess you were probably drawing in, like, school notebooks with a pen or a pencil or something like that, or did you just jump right into watercolors or acrylics?
Forrest DickisonLike, how did.
Forrest DickisonHow did that take take shape?
Forrest DickisonAnd also, as I look at Crispin's Rainy Day, what was this done in?
Forrest DickisonWas this digital?
Forrest DickisonWas this Illustrator, or was it hand drawn or some combination?
GuestIt was a combination.
GuestAll the colors are.
GuestThe colors are digital, but I made an effort to make them look as traditional as possible.
GuestThe line work is all traditional.
GuestSo it's dip pen and dip pen and ink on Bristol board.
GuestSo I penciled and inked traditionally and then colored it digitally.
GuestI was going to color it traditionally, but we were running out of time and I had to get it done.
GuestSo.
GuestAnd then what was the other part of that question?
Forrest DickisonSo was there.
Forrest DickisonWas there a medium that was interesting to you off the bat, or was it just, you know, right into whatever you could get into your hand?
GuestYeah, no, right off the bat, there was no medium that caught my interest.
GuestIt was just drawing.
GuestSo it was pencil and paper, and then color just was a way to enhance what I was already drawing.
GuestSo colored pencils when I was younger.
GuestAnd then Logos School does a great job of giving art instruction to its students that I found out is rare and not something that's done in most schools across the country.
GuestSo when I have friends, I told them I spent.
GuestI had instructors during elementary school that taught me, you know, they would draw a sunflower, and then I would have to copy the sunflower.
GuestAll my art friends were blown away because they never had any kind of instruction like that from their public schools.
GuestSo I'm grateful to Logos for giving me art lessons that I definitely did not appreciate at the time.
GuestI thought they were boring, but it was a good foundation for what I would eventually do.
GuestSo it was all just pencil, pen, and ink.
GuestAnd then I loved animation, but that was hand drawn.
GuestAnimation was an art form that was kind of on the way out when I was just getting old enough to enter the workforce.
GuestSo I kind of set that aside and went and pursued oil painting.
GuestThat was what I chased in college.
GuestI.
GuestIt was a good way to combine my interests, my interest for being outside, taking hikes, going on trips with image making.
GuestSo I was able to go outside and paint and respond to the landscape and the light directly, which was something that I found compelling.
GuestSo it was pencil, paper, and then oil paint, and those have been my two go to mediums for a while now.
Forrest DickisonCan you?
Forrest DickisonSo again, I'm not a visual artist.
Forrest DickisonLike, I like landscape photography and travel photography.
Forrest DickisonCan you talk a little bit about the process of painting a landscape in the landscape?
Forrest DickisonThis is one of like, maybe at some point in my life I will pursue that, maybe I will chase that, because that's something that I think speaks to me.
Forrest DickisonSo maybe you could talk a little bit about how you got into that, what the process has been like, learning that, what your process is for doing a painting like that as well.
Forrest DickisonThat would bless me quite a bit.
GuestYeah, it's thrilling.
GuestI remember the first time I went out, I had bought these water soluble oil paints, which, if you think about it, makes no sense at all because water and oil don't mix.
GuestBut somehow they were able to take these paints, introduce a molecule or remove a molecule that ruined it and became water soluble.
GuestAnd I went out with some friends, it was freezing cold.
GuestI grabbed water from a creek to mix my paints and I made an atrocious little painting of some birch trees.
GuestBut it was thrilling because it felt like hunting.
GuestI was out there in the wild, ready to kill something.
GuestIt felt primal.
GuestIt was challenging.
GuestYou have 360 degrees of view around your easel.
GuestYou have temperature, you have sound, you have wind, all these different factors that are just bombarding your senses.
GuestAnd you have to pick one little thing out of that cacophony of sensation and scrape it onto a little canvas with some colored dirt and then, you know, make it convincing so that you can take that experience that you had in the wild, put it onto a little piece of vegetable guts stretched over some canvas, and then give it to somebody else.
GuestAnd if it's done well there, they can experience what you did almost as effectively, which I think is fascinating.
GuestSo I enjoy the process of hunting.
GuestIt's challenging.
GuestAnd it's clear whether you succeed or fail, there's not a lot of wishy, washy gray area.
GuestYou either make a nice painting or you don't.
GuestAnd then I enjoy being able to kind of bottle that sensation or experience and frame it nicely, give it to somebody else so that they can then enjoy it as well.
Forrest DickisonWhen you take the canvas out there in into the wild, do you finish it all at once?
Forrest DickisonIs that, is that the goal?
Forrest DickisonLike, I've got X amount of time to finish it before the sun sets or a storm rolls in.
Forrest DickisonOr can you actually.
Forrest DickisonCan you, can you bring it back and try again or add to it?
GuestYeah, both.
GuestIt's Nice to finish an omnispotter, as they're called, but that rarely happens.
GuestUsually you only have an hour or two before the light changes.
GuestYour subject matter is completely different, so you have to be quick.
GuestAnd then once.
GuestOnce you've got that impression down, you can take it back to the studio.
GuestAnd I'll.
GuestI'll generally just most of my plein air.
GuestThis is what it's called when you paint plein air.
GuestIt's the open air.
GuestWhen you're painting plein air, I generally just make studies and then bring it back to the studio for larger pieces or I'll fix it up in the studio.
GuestIt's challenging to get something finished out there in the field.
Forrest DickisonOkay, that makes sense because I was imagining, well, you only have X amount of time, just with the light being the way it is and the care and the thought and the attention to detail that goes into a beautiful piece.
Forrest DickisonMaybe it'll come together in the course of a couple hours.
Forrest DickisonBut it didn't seem likely to me that lightning would strike that often.
GuestYeah, yeah.
GuestNo, it doesn't.
GuestAnd there is something charming about a sketch.
GuestSo I do like an unfinished sketch.
GuestThere's a lot of energy if it's done well.
GuestIf it's not entirely finished, then there's more for the viewer's imagination to do when it's looking at that particular painting.
GuestSo they can finish it on their end and then it becomes a little more sticky in their own mind, I think.
GuestSo there's a charm to an unfinished sketch, but generally it's a good idea to finish things.
Forrest DickisonOh, okay.
Forrest DickisonSo you mean so you will do like a pencil sketch of the landscape, and then someone could look at that and their mind could fill in the details, the colors, versus a finished painting, which leaves less room for the imagination.
GuestYes.
GuestA pencil sketch or a color sketch.
GuestSo a really quick little color scribble.
GuestEither way.
Forrest DickisonA color scribble.
Forrest DickisonWell, so, okay, I'm glad we're talking about this because I'm thinking about the art exhibit that was in Moscow during Grace Agenda.
Forrest DickisonAnd one of the things I noticed, again, this is coming from someone who doesn't have a fine arts background.
Forrest DickisonI don't have enough language.
Forrest DickisonI know what I see, I know what I like, and I can look critically at things as opposed to like, that's cool.
Forrest DickisonAnd just walk away.
Forrest DickisonSo I noticed that there was a difference between some of the paintings you had done, which I guess I would call them more impressionistic, and some of the more hyper realistic, hyper detailed kind of Approaches which had a different kind of appeal.
Forrest DickisonI wonder if you can talk through the differences between those, because I imagine it's like a six of one, half dozen, another of the other.
Forrest DickisonAn artist's approach, someone's personal taste.
Forrest DickisonBut maybe you can talk about the selection of styles in that regard.
GuestYes.
GuestSo, yeah, personal taste has a lot to do with it, but.
GuestAnd I've been through a lot of different styles on my fine art journey, but I've recently landed in, I guess, what you call more of an Impressionistic camp.
GuestBecause when I'm painting, what interests me is the soul of a place or the overall impression of a landscape.
GuestMy goal is to frame a window that is sort of a.
GuestWell, an entrance into another world.
GuestSo I'm not looking.
GuestI'm not that interested in detail.
GuestI'm not interested in subject matter as much as the light.
GuestSo the subject matter obviously matters.
GuestBut I'm looking for that broad impression, color harmony, something that feels more like the place than looks just like a representational photograph of the place.
GuestThe strength of an Impressionist painting, if it's done well, is what we talked about earlier, where you have something that is not entirely finished.
GuestAnd so when somebody looks at it and it's, you know, there's a brushstroke every other inch or something, but then you step back and it all kind of coheres into this unified piece of art that is the viewer's mind finishing the painting kind of with the artist.
GuestAnd so instead of.
GuestInstead of me just giving the viewer everything, you know, here's everything, down to the little hairs that doesn't.
GuestIt's not as much of a poetic take on the landscape.
GuestIt's more just a one to one representation, which can be impressive, but it doesn't scratch the itch that I'm trying to scratch, which is a broad impression of a place that is delivered straight to your soul.
GuestYou know, I'm trying to bypass all the information.
GuestTree, grass, clouds.
GuestAnd just give you the impression of what it felt like to be there, which is, I think, that style, simpler design, broader brushstrokes, color harmonies that are not exactly the same as what you'd see in nature.
GuestIt actually does a better job of feeling like a place than a photograph.
GuestWood.
GuestYeah.
GuestSo I'm trying to get the most out of a painting when I do it.
GuestAnd that impressionistic style, I think is.
GuestIt lends itself well to that more poetic take on the landscape.
Forrest DickisonWhen you say you're trying to get the most out of it, what exactly do you mean by that?
Forrest DickisonLike, the most evocative feeling, the most.
Forrest DickisonThe viewer feels the most engrossed in it, or you have effectively communicated what it felt like to be there?
Forrest DickisonMaybe all of the above, yes.
GuestBut making the most of the medium.
GuestSo if I'm going to make a painting, I want it to feel like a painting.
GuestWhat does painting do?
GuestWell, that nothing else can do?
GuestAnd it would be, you know, cobbling together sloppy, abstract shapes that, if you took them apart, wouldn't make any sense.
GuestBut you put them all together, you soften an edge here, you harden an edge here, you get the color harmonies just right.
GuestIt all of a sudden pops into this representation of a memory.
GuestSo that's.
GuestThat's what painting does, that nothing else really can do.
GuestSo if with Crispin's Rainy Day, I needed something a little more specific, something that lended itself to gesture and expression and characterization.
GuestSo that's.
GuestI'm gonna grab the pen so that I could get really detailed expressions out of the characters.
GuestI couldn't get.
GuestI mean, you could.
GuestI could have painted the whole thing, but it would have taken forever, and the expressions wouldn't be as iconic.
GuestSo by making them.
GuestBy turning these characters into lines, you're sort of boiling them down to their simplest form so that they can be delivered quickly and effectively.
GuestAlmost like, I don't know, emojis.
GuestYeah.
GuestSo when I'm painting, I don't want to be making comics.
GuestI don't want to be making a photograph.
GuestI want to be making a painting feel as much like a painting as possible so that it can be just what it is.
Forrest DickisonSo as you say that, I've got the book.
Forrest DickisonI've got Crispin's Rainy Day here.
Forrest DickisonI want to hold.
Forrest DickisonHold something up to the camera for those who are watching.
Forrest DickisonSo I guess you use the word iconic.
Forrest DickisonAnd so this is the.
Forrest DickisonI don't know, spoiler, I guess, but where he finds the lightning sword.
Forrest DickisonAnd I guess I've never.
Forrest DickisonThis language is great because it's helping me interpret linguistically things I've only seen visually.
Forrest DickisonSo when you say iconic, obviously, like this image of Crispin with a sword, I look at this, and I immediately know what's happening.
Forrest DickisonRight.
Forrest DickisonThere's not really a whole lot of room for ambiguity.
Forrest DickisonIt's there, it's clear, the lines are sharp, the action is communicated.
Forrest DickisonVersus, if you were to try and do this in a painting, there would be a lot more interpretive work on the viewer's end.
Forrest DickisonLike, what am I actually looking at?
Forrest DickisonWhat is the meaning of being Crispin.
Forrest DickisonIt moves less, I suppose.
GuestRight.
GuestAnd it depends.
GuestIf I had painted it photorealistically or if I had painted it with a high degree of detail, it could have done something similar.
GuestBut the goal here in that image, in every image in this book, is the goal is to deliver the story effectively.
GuestAnd so tying it all down by means of black and white line work is, I thought, was an effective way to do that.
Forrest DickisonSo maybe we can talk a little bit about how that came together.
Forrest DickisonThis makes a little bit more sense how something like this would happen.
Forrest DickisonMaybe beginning with a story outline, maybe in the form of text, and then breaking it into a storyboard kind of form and settling on that.
Forrest DickisonBut maybe you can walk people through.
Forrest DickisonLike, what does it take to produce a children's book?
Forrest DickisonBecause I can look at this and I can say, this is deceptively simple.
Forrest DickisonYou know, it's.
Forrest DickisonIt's a.
Forrest DickisonYou know, it's a.
Forrest DickisonIt's a 5, 10, 15 minute experience.
Forrest DickisonYou know, you're meant to be read probably multiple times.
Will SpencerDo it again, Daddy.
Forrest DickisonLike that.
Forrest DickisonBut like.
Forrest DickisonBut it's not going to take three hours to go through the book.
Forrest DickisonAnd that's only possible because of probably many hours on the front end to make that process, that reading process so simple.
GuestYeah.
GuestI wanted to make the highest quality peanut butter and jelly sandwich that I could.
GuestI know it's going to take seconds to consume or minutes, but I know from personal experience, the books that I loved growing up, those little.
GuestThose few minutes where your parents are reading to you or you're reading by yourself can have outsized impact down the line.
GuestSo, yeah, with this book in particular, I started with an image of a boy jumping through a puddle.
GuestThat was what I wanted.
GuestI didn't have any idea what was in the puddle.
GuestThere wasn't Rose, the sibling, the little sister was not around at that point.
GuestI just liked the idea of a backyard adventure.
GuestA puddle is something that everybody can relate to.
GuestWe've all seen one, we've probably all jumped in one.
GuestThere it is.
GuestSo I thought, that's a great little entrance to a world that anyone can access in their backyard.
GuestSo I started there, and then also.
GuestAnd then the next thing that came was the color palette.
GuestI had this very specific idea in mind for this pop of yellow, the yellow rain jacket against grays and greens and blues of a kind of a rainy day.
GuestSo I had the color palette.
GuestI had the boy jumping through a puddle.
GuestAnd then from there I was bouncing between images and text.
GuestSo I would Sketch some ideas and then write some words that would maybe that could go with those images.
GuestAnd it was really just a lot of trial and error.
GuestI would take one direction until I was bored or confused, and then I would back up to where I was still interested and then take that and run with it.
GuestAnd that was kind of the process.
GuestAnytime, Anytime I got bored, I scrapped it, went back to where I still liked it and then kept running from there.
GuestSo the story really took shape once, I think once I decided that he was going to jump through the puddle and fall into an ocean and meet up with a crew of his own, you know, his own crew of pirate frogs.
GuestThat made me happy.
GuestSo I ran with that.
GuestYeah, there's nothing wrong with that.
GuestSo, yeah, I remember the feeling very vividly of him.
GuestThe wish fulfillment for a kid of having your own crew of pirate frogs just waiting to do your bidding.
GuestSeemed like it was a worthwhile endeavor.
GuestAnd then because there needed to be a story and not just a boy and his pirate frogs doing whatever they wanted, I introduced the Rose, the.
GuestHis sister.
GuestAnd so then the story became more about.
GuestIt became about their relationship.
GuestHow does a brother.
GuestHow do a brother and a sister work together in this world?
GuestThat's fantastical and a whole lot of fun and very rainy.
Forrest DickisonSo the story was your original creation?
GuestYes.
Forrest DickisonThat's beautiful.
Forrest DickisonThat I didn't expect.
Forrest DickisonI read through this and I thought it was so moving because how do you, in our modern context, how do you portray a woman's participation or a little girl's participation in a hero story in a way that doesn't make her into the Rey Skywalker boss babe, but that also doesn't relegate her to a second class character.
Forrest DickisonAnd you struck that.
Forrest DickisonThat I will not spoil, but you struck that balance beautifully, I thought.
GuestThank you.
GuestYeah, I'm glad to hear that you are picking up on that because that was what I set out to do once the sister came along is when I got really excited because I knew that it could be done.
GuestIt's been done before.
GuestHow do you have a female character who's strong in a uniquely feminine way?
GuestHow do you have a boy character who's strong in a uniquely masculine way, such that they do work together and it elevates both of them in their particular station.
GuestIt's just there's, you know, it's too easy to take them out.
GuestMostly what happens is you have a girl character that's turned into a second rate boy character just because.
GuestAnd you know, it's then it's miniature Wonder Woman, or like you said, Rey Skywalker, whatever.
GuestOr you just have to make the girl character actually heroic, but then put down the boy so that he's a loser and guilty for existing.
GuestAnd I wanted to figure out a way to have both of those things in harmony in one story.
Forrest DickisonWell, again, I don't want to spoil it for the listeners because I want everyone to go and buy this book for their kids.
Forrest DickisonBut what was the.
Forrest DickisonAnd maybe even for themselves or for.
Forrest DickisonI mean, Christmas is coming up, so you can buy it for family members with young children too.
Forrest DickisonBut this book is what, for like, 5 to 10 year olds?
Forrest DickisonThat's what the rough age range.
GuestYeah, I wrote it for my girls, and they're ages 6 to 2.
GuestI have a 6 year old, a 4 year old, and a 2 year old and a 2 year old.
GuestBut yeah, this is probably bad to admit, but age never factored into what I was thinking along the way.
GuestI just was 6 year old in general, but something that the parents would.
GuestParents needed to like it as well because they're the ones reading it to the kids.
GuestSo.
Forrest DickisonSo as you were.
Forrest DickisonSo as you were writing the story, like, what resources did you turn to to try and find how to strike that balance between the siblings where the little girl could have a very valuable role in the story without.
Forrest DickisonWithout stepping on the boy's role in the story and vice versa?
GuestWell, honestly, it was a lot of Miyazaki.
GuestHe actually, he's one of the few creators that really gets feminine strength.
GuestI think it was important that Rose in this story not have a character arc.
GuestSo all the angst and frustration is on Crispin's side.
GuestHe's the one that is desperate to find this lightning blade and loses it at his little sister because he's frustrated.
GuestRose, on the other hand, she says what she wants on the first page, and by the end of the book, she gets exactly what she wants.
GuestShe never loses her cool, she never gets in the way of the mission.
GuestIn fact, she's vital to the mission.
GuestSo Miyazaki does that in most of his stories.
GuestHis female characters are great.
GuestThere's a few that are not so great, but in general, that was the flavor that I wanted to highlight in this story.
Forrest DickisonThank you for pointing that out, because there was something about the two characters that I couldn't put my finger on.
Forrest DickisonBut you nailed it.
Forrest DickisonYes.
Forrest DickisonCrispin has the angst, he has the arc, he has the journey in this particular way.
Forrest DickisonAnd then you have Rose, and she's a consistent Force throughout.
Forrest DickisonAnd I guess I picked up on that, but I couldn't quite.
Forrest DickisonThere was a relief in encountering her character, not just in the completion of the story, but also the role that she plays.
Forrest DickisonOkay, so there's a lot going on in this story.
GuestYeah, there's a lot, yeah.
GuestRose, Part of the critiques I got from early on, when I was showing drafts of this around, was that she was not interesting as a character because she, you know, she had no character arc.
GuestBut that only just told me that I was on the right track.
GuestBecause I think not every character needs to have an arc to be compelling.
GuestRose is somebody who is who.
GuestShe knows who she is, she knows what she wants.
GuestAnd because she's unflustered by the chaos around her, everything sort of conforms to her vision.
GuestSo she compels this rowdy crew of pirate frogs by not reacting to them.
GuestI think that's something that is incredibly important for especially younger girls to learn is reacting is never helpful.
GuestBy reacting, you're just putting that other person in charge.
GuestSo if you stay calm, keep your emotions in check, you can control any situation that you've been given.
Forrest DickisonThat's wonderful.
Forrest DickisonThat I did pick up on in a couple of the scenes that she was very non reactive in environments where I think the opposite is portrayed in culture where girls are encouraged to be reactive.
Forrest DickisonThere's one particular scene I'm thinking of, you probably know, the one where she's confronted with a big challenge very suddenly didn't quite go the way that she wanted it to.
Forrest DickisonAnd her response is like, oh, drat, here we go again.
Forrest DickisonYou know what I mean?
Forrest DickisonLike in a very resigned, in a very grounded way.
Forrest DickisonAnd I was like, as a reader, of course I'm invested in Crispin's story, but as a reader and as a man who's sensitive to some of these themes in culture today regarding feminism and the male versus female roles and women being second rate versions of men and all that, to have a little girl character who is authentically a little girl and isn't trying to be a bad version of little boy was incredibly refreshing.
GuestGood.
GuestGlad to hear you say that.
GuestI thought so too.
Forrest DickisonAnd I think the other thing that was really, that was really nice about it was you didn't shy away from.
Forrest DickisonAnd I think this is probably okay to say because it's in the first part of the book of the little girl having a more domestic role, an explicitly domestic role, but that didn't feel demeaning.
Forrest DickisonAnd that's the part as I was Working the way through the story.
Forrest DickisonHow is it going to balance this without it seeming demeaning?
Forrest DickisonBecause I know that's, of course, what everyone in Moscow gets accused of being, not what they actually are.
Forrest DickisonI think Pastor Doug just did the theobros essay a couple days ago, and he was sort of talking about that.
Forrest DickisonBut you managed to strike that balance very well.
Forrest DickisonOf her being in a.
Forrest DickisonI guess we call it the domestic role, but it.
Forrest DickisonNot.
Forrest DickisonBut it being an enhancement of her character in the story in general.
GuestYeah.
GuestI mean, yeah, it's just a big, dumb, boring lie that the domestic role is uninteresting and unfulfilling.
GuestI think it's.
GuestYeah.
GuestOne of feminism's biggest crimes is that it produces incredibly boring characters, boring people.
GuestI just.
GuestIt's.
GuestI hate it.
GuestIt's just.
GuestIt's so uncompelling.
GuestSo I made sure I.
GuestYeah, I wanted Rose to offend all the wrong people.
GuestSo she's.
GuestYou know, at what point the pirates yell at the dragon to give us back our maid?
GuestSo it's.
GuestI just leaned into the stereotypes as much as I could, because in this day and age.
GuestWell, in any day and age, the stereotypes, you know, they're.
GuestThey ring true for a reason.
GuestYeah.
GuestAnd also, I have three little girls, so, yeah, I've noticed that they tend to be, well, feminine.
GuestYou know, they're not.
GuestThey're not out there playing with trucks and making up, turning everything into a gun.
GuestThey.
GuestEverything they touch turns into a nest or a baby or some kind of cooking utensil.
GuestAnd nobody taught them that.
GuestThat's just who they are.
GuestAnd it's glorious.
GuestWhy would I want to make that.
GuestWhy would I want to turn them into something that they're not?
GuestSo, yeah, I wanted Rose to be strong, compelling, and maintain while maintaining her femininity.
Forrest DickisonAnd Crispin got to be a little.
Forrest DickisonHe's very obviously a little boy.
Forrest DickisonYou know, he's not a man doing little boy things.
Forrest DickisonHe's a little boy with little boy emotions on this big quest.
Forrest DickisonAnd I got the balance of the characters, and that's the only two characters of the book really are Crispin and Rose.
Forrest DickisonAnd you balanced it.
Forrest DickisonAnd that was the thing that I think really struck me.
Forrest DickisonAgain, this is like a little kids book, which is that there's so much to unpack in a little kids book.
Forrest DickisonFeels completely appropriate at the same time.
Forrest DickisonBut you.
Forrest DickisonYou managed to also.
Forrest DickisonI mean, Crispin feels authentically like a little boy.
Forrest DickisonHe's a little boy on an adventure with little boy emotions.
Forrest DickisonAnd he Brings his sister along almost reluctantly, but she plays a role in the story.
Forrest DickisonIt's just a.
Forrest DickisonThere's something.
Forrest DickisonI don't know.
Forrest DickisonI don't feel ashamed to say that.
Forrest DickisonIt's just a very powerful story that you crafted and along with the visuals as well.
GuestThank you.
GuestYeah, I appreciate it.
Forrest DickisonSo.
Forrest DickisonSo maybe we can talk also about hello Ninja.
Forrest DickisonSo I had a copy of the first hello Ninja book, which I won in an NSA raffle, but I can't find it.
Forrest DickisonI moved recently, so maybe it's in a box or maybe I donated it.
Forrest DickisonI don't have a lot of little kids running around, so I'm not.
Forrest DickisonWho am I going to read this to?
Forrest DickisonSo maybe you could talk a little bit about that project as well.
GuestYeah.
GuestSo that was the first thing that Nate and I worked on together.
GuestThat was.
GuestI think I was still a senior in college when I jumped onto that.
GuestAnd he was just curious about the board book market.
GuestHe wanted to try something.
GuestSo he wrote.
GuestI think he wrote three, actually.
GuestOne was hello Ninja, one was Blah, blah, Black Sheep.
GuestAnd then maybe the third one never got written, but there was another third one with zebras, I believe.
GuestBut yeah.
GuestSo my goal with Ninja was just I wanted to make a board book that didn't look like a lot of the board books that I had seen.
GuestI wanted something that was colorful, had depth, was fully painted.
GuestIt was all digitally done, so it wasn't traditional paint.
GuestBut I was a art student at the time, so I was just trying to paint things that I was basically practicing what I had been seeing.
GuestSo I wanted different lighting situations, different color palettes, and that was kind of.
GuestThat was it.
GuestThat was as far as I was thinking with that book.
GuestAnd then it went out there.
GuestIt made its way into the Starbucks Pick of the week, which was one of Nate's other books.
GuestA sample of it was going to be out there.
GuestSomehow that fell through, so we just slotted a Ninja instead.
GuestThat went well.
GuestSo from there it made its way into Target.
GuestIt sold well at Target.
GuestAnd at that point, I think Nate and I were both thinking, this is it couldn't go any further than this.
GuestWe had moved on creatively, at least I had.
GuestBut then Nate's agent in LA picked it up and decided to run with it.
GuestAnd she shopped it around to a bunch of different studios, and it ended up at Netflix, against all odds.
GuestAnd I think 2018 was when we started working on the show with a studio up in Vancouver called Atomic Cartoons.
GuestSo.
GuestAnd Nate was a producer And a writer.
GuestI was a design consultant and a designer as well.
GuestSo we both had some creative control throughout the whole process.
Forrest DickisonWhat was that process like, watching that just kind of experiment, reach the heights of culture?
Forrest DickisonIn some ways.
GuestIt was fantastic.
GuestI learned a lot along the way and, well, probably more looking back is where all the lessons came from.
GuestBut very grateful for it.
GuestI assumed that anything I touched from that point on would just be swept up into the machine and make millions of dollars and be a huge hit.
Forrest DickisonOh, obviously.
GuestObviously, that's what I assumed.
GuestIt hasn't worked out exactly like that, what I know.
GuestBut lots of lessons were learned.
GuestIt was a great process.
GuestWorking with Netflix was actually pretty great.
GuestWorking with Atomic Cartoons was fantastic.
GuestThey were all talented and very professional people.
GuestSo overall, it was a really fun experience.
GuestYes.
GuestHas yet to be replicated, but we're working on it.
Forrest DickisonSo what is the hello Ninja series about?
Forrest DickisonWhat was the overall vision?
Forrest DickisonWhat were you guys trying to achieve with it originally?
Forrest DickisonAnd then how did that take shape as it blew up?
GuestYeah, Nate could probably tell you more about the original vision.
GuestI just know it was.
GuestIt was.
GuestThe original vision for me was make it as fun as possible.
GuestHe just handed me the manuscript, and I just thought, how can I squeeze as many fun things to paint as possible into this little short board book?
GuestSo that was my goal.
GuestMake it fun, make it full of light, make it a good time.
GuestAnd that vision, make it fun was maintained throughout the whole process.
GuestBut once it was turned into a show, we were very consciously trying to make a show that was genuinely healthy for kids, imagination.
GuestSo the goal was not to just provide a little escape from reality.
GuestWe wanted something that would encourage kids on their own journeys to become better characters themselves.
GuestSo we wanted to enforce play patterns, behavior, imaginative adventuring that would be imitated by the viewers in a way that was constructive, healthy, normal.
GuestBecause we knew all the competition was doing the same, but pointing kids in the wrong direction for the most part.
GuestSo it just became one of Netflix's most expensive snacks that they ever made for kids, at least.
Forrest DickisonI mean, it was expensive.
Forrest DickisonGo ahead.
GuestYeah, they, you know, it was a year of production.
GuestMany lots of money and time and manpower was made for was put into this show that, you know, it's.
GuestIt's four seasons.
GuestEach episode is maybe 10 minutes long.
GuestSo we wanted to just leave the audience better than we found them.
GuestSo there were a few battles we had about, you know, when there's some feminine feminist tendencies that were trying to creep in or this or that.
GuestAnd the other thing, you know, but overall, it wasn't a whole lot that we had to fight about.
GuestSo, yeah, I'm proud of it.
GuestI'm happy to have got to be a part of it, and I think it's a good, solid show.
Forrest DickisonYeah.
Forrest DickisonThat was going to be my next question as you bring this healthy, wholesome kids story into Netflix, which for me, I imagine that it's somewhat of a meat grinder to take a good idea and twist it around into some woke zombie version of what it once was.
Forrest DickisonTo hear that it came out true to the original vision.
Forrest DickisonThat's actually pretty encouraging to me.
GuestYeah, God was very kind and I think we were teamed up with the right people and Netflix.
GuestThis was before.
GuestThis was before 2020.
GuestThis was before things at Netflix went extremely woke.
GuestThey already were.
GuestBut there's no way that two white guys like myself and Nate could go make a show about a little Japanese boy today with Netflix at least, and maybe it'll swing back, who knows?
GuestBut I think we snuck in right at the tail end of when that would be acceptable and workable.
GuestSo, yeah, I don't know.
GuestThe biggest lesson was all I can do is the best that I can do at the time, and if God chooses to bless it, then no one's going to stop him.
GuestSo that was it.
Forrest DickisonMaybe you could say more about that because I imagine that there are probably some parents listening and listening and probably some.
Forrest DickisonSome creatives as well, you know, who, of course, I've had my own creative processes that I've been involved in.
Forrest DickisonAgain, like, photography was a big one for me, but maybe you can speak more about that, about, you know, trust, like doing the best you can and trusting God with the results.
GuestYeah, I mean, that's pretty much it.
GuestYou want to do the best you can so that if God does bless it, you're not embarrassed once it's out there and famous.
GuestBut also so that, you know, if you.
GuestIf you make something to a certain.
GuestIf you make something excellent, it will get out there.
GuestI think cream rises, but the rising, that's all God.
GuestSo as an artist, all you can really focus on is making great cream.
GuestLike, do.
GuestDo what you can to make your craft as excellent as possible.
GuestPosition yourself, if you can, with the right people to make it go.
GuestBut, you know, we plant water, but it's God who brings the increase.
GuestSo everything I've worked on since Ninja is, you know, has not gone as nearly as explosive, but it doesn't really bother me because I'm still just.
GuestI know I'm doing the same thing that I was doing then, for whatever reason, nothing has worked out quite the same way.
GuestBut God is the one that's going to bless it or not when he feels like it.
Forrest DickisonI think there's real wisdom of that.
Forrest DickisonI've had some tweets go mega viral around the world, and if I keep trying to achieve that same thing again, not even like, maybe I'll get there, but I'll drive myself crazy trying to do it.
Forrest DickisonWhen ultimately, when something like that is happening, it's like, well, this is clearly a God thing and praise him for making this possible.
Forrest DickisonBut I'm not gonna be able to make lightning strike twice.
Forrest DickisonI just have to do the best job that I can with everything that I put my hand to, and God will take care of the rest.
Forrest DickisonYou said something really interesting, too.
Forrest DickisonYou said, put your all into it so that you're not embarrassed, because I guess it is kind of possible that something could do really well.
Forrest DickisonAnd it's like, oh, there's a typo there, or there's a mistake there.
Forrest DickisonLike God can do that as well.
Forrest DickisonWhich I tend to forget that.
GuestRight.
GuestAnd Ninja was actually interesting because the first version of the book that you apparently have somewhere in a box.
Forrest DickisonYes.
GuestI was a student when I made it, so.
GuestOh, yeah, it was a little bit.
GuestYou know, I look at it now and I think, oh, wow, that's.
GuestYou know, I could do so much better.
GuestBut God didn't care.
GuestI did what I could and he took it and ran with it.
GuestAnd then we ended up selling the book rights to HarperCollins, and they went and made four new ninja books.
GuestSo we remade the first book, we made another one, and then we made two kind of spin off, I can read Ninja books.
GuestAnd so I was actually able to go back and just recreate the first book with, you know, four years of artistic expertise under my belt, which I was grateful for.
GuestSo I could kind of tinker with it once it was already out there, which is not an opportunity that is often given to artists.
Forrest DickisonYes, I can.
Forrest DickisonI can relate to that, where I go back and listen to something, maybe an interview that I did or something like that, and I look at that, it's like, oh, I would do that so much better now.
Forrest DickisonThat's just part of it.
Forrest DickisonSo maybe you can talk a little bit about thinking back on your experience as an artist, especially for the parents who are listening.
Forrest DickisonWhat can they do?
Forrest DickisonWhat helped you cultivate your gifts and abilities that was unique to your upbringing, who maybe Some teachers that made a difference, maybe some things that your parents did that really gave you an added push in your gifts.
Forrest DickisonBecause I imagine there's probably more than a few parents listening that have spotted what they think or what might even really be genuine artistic talent and interest in their children, and that they don't know how to cultivate that because they don't have it themselves.
Forrest DickisonSo maybe you can share a little bit about maybe some of the individuals or some of the decisions that were made for you to help.
Forrest DickisonTo help shepherd you in a particular direction.
GuestYeah.
GuestSo I think there's two answers to that question.
GuestThe first is that my parents were never concerned, really, about my desire to become an artist.
GuestThey were only ever encouraging, which I was very grateful for, because instead of making me complacent and lazy in my pursuit of artistic excellence, I only ever wanted to, you know, please them.
GuestSo it was encouraging that they were only ever encouraging.
GuestObviously, they weren't trying to hold me back or they weren't asking me questions like, how are you going to make money?
GuestMaybe they ought to have been.
GuestThey never worried about it.
GuestThey only ever encouraged me.
GuestBought me art supplies, gave me art lessons, and that just made me want to work hard to not let them down, I guess.
GuestAnd then my high school basketball coach, I credit him the most with the work ethic.
GuestSo talent only gets you so far.
GuestEven interest only gets you so far.
GuestYou can love something, you can be good at it, but unless you're.
GuestUnless you have the skill set, the muscle memory that it takes to show up and actually put the work in, all that interest and intent is not going to go anywhere.
GuestSo I learned my work ethic.
GuestWhat little work ethic I have comes from high school basketball.
GuestSo high school basketball was where I learned to just keep pushing even when I wanted to lie down and give up and, you know, be done.
GuestSo athletics, combined with nothing but encouragement from my parents, I think enabled me to actually make it as a professional artist.
GuestAnd then I'll say one more thing.
GuestWe weren't very good.
GuestOur high school basketball team was not very good.
GuestSo we lost a lot.
GuestAnd at the end of the game, the score was always objective, and it did not care about how you felt.
GuestArtists can tend to be coddled.
GuestTheir emotions can be coddled by their parents, by their peers, because the artistic temperament is given a free pass, because that's just the way that artists are.
GuestAnd let's not, you know, we'll just leave them there.
GuestThey're weird.
GuestThey are weird, but they need Artists need to be in absolute control of their emotions so that when you put something out into the world and it doesn't go well, it's.
GuestYou're not affected by it.
GuestSo it's losing at basketball all the time, knowing that there's objective standards for excellence, objective standards for beauty, truth, goodness.
GuestThat all apply to what you're making is you have to get there emotionally, intellectually, so that you don't get out into the world.
GuestAnd just think that likes on Instagram translates to success as a human being.
GuestSo develop a thick skin, get used to losing, but don't ever settle with losing.
GuestJust keep grinding, keep pushing, always be chasing that excellence.
Forrest DickisonCan you talk a little bit more about that?
Forrest DickisonBecause it seems like it ties into some of what we said about non reactivity.
Forrest DickisonIt ties into discipline and it ties in also to the only way that we really achieve excellence is through failure.
Forrest DickisonAnd so I think that there's a tendency that we have in culture today, and I think it shows up across culture, to not tell somebody when they've failed at something, which does them a great disservice.
Forrest DickisonYou have to, like you said, a basketball score is objective, doesn't matter how you feel about it.
Forrest DickisonBut because we think of art as subjective and to some extent it is.
Forrest DickisonBut I think we all know when we listen to a song that we like or a good song, whether or not we like it or look at a beautiful painting or whatever it is, we know when something lands.
Forrest DickisonBut if we're afraid to tell somebody when it doesn't, how will they know what it takes to produce something that does?
Forrest DickisonAnd I think a lot of the hesitation that people have is like, well, I don't want to hurt their feelings.
Forrest DickisonLike, well, maybe they kind of need their feelings to be hurt.
Forrest DickisonYou don't intentionally hurt their feelings.
Forrest DickisonRight.
Forrest DickisonLike, I'm going to get them.
Forrest DickisonBut you have to.
Forrest DickisonMaybe you can talk some.
Forrest DickisonBecause you had to work through that.
Forrest DickisonLike every professional artist that I've ever met has had to work through countless failures emotionally.
Forrest DickisonRight.
Forrest DickisonThe thing that they really liked, like, you know, they put that out there and it's like, no, it doesn't work what this is.
Forrest DickisonRight.
Forrest DickisonSo maybe you can talk some of.
Forrest DickisonBecause that's the professional side of being an artist.
GuestYeah, it's just, I mean, it's cliche.
GuestIt's not how many times you get hit, but how many times you get back up.
GuestIt's just, can you do it over and over again?
GuestAnd being an artist, you're putting your whole soul into something.
GuestWhen you're creating it, it's like, you are.
GuestGod, this is amazing.
GuestThe inspiration is flowing, and then you put it out there.
GuestNobody cares.
GuestIt gets 10 likes on social media, which is.
GuestOr you put it out there, you hand it to your mom, and they just go, that's nice.
GuestSlap it on the fridge, and then it's in the trash the next day.
GuestYeah, it's funny.
GuestMy girls won't stop drawing, which is good.
GuestThey're good at it and they love it.
GuestThey're making books constantly.
GuestBut this is something that we're dealing with.
GuestThere's six and four.
GuestBut when I throw away their drawings all the time, because at first I was trying to keep everything because I didn't want to hurt their feelings, and I wanted to have this record of this pure artistic expression.
GuestBut I realized quickly that that was not actually helping them grow.
GuestLike, no, yeah, you made a nice drawing.
GuestWill put on the fridge for a day, maybe, and then it's in the trash because it's onto the next one.
GuestLike, you know, if it's really excellent, I'll stick it in a frame, put it on the wall.
GuestBut.
GuestAnd once.
GuestYeah, now they're.
GuestThey're totally comfortable with their drawings being trashed all the time.
GuestNot.
GuestNot by me.
Forrest DickisonRight.
GuestBut, you know, thrown into the trash.
GuestAnd that's.
GuestI think it's.
GuestThat's the mindset that I think every artist needs to cultivate, is that the work is just work.
GuestIt's not who you are.
GuestIt's.
GuestIt's.
GuestIt's something that you're producing in order to bless other people if they are not blessed by it.
GuestYou can't get offended at that.
GuestSo if you put it out there and nobody likes it, all that tells me is that you put it out there is because you wanted praise.
GuestYou wanted your own ego to be scratched, and you wanted your friends to say, wow, I could never do that.
GuestYou know, but the whole point is that you're making food for somebody else's soul.
GuestYou want them to be uplifted, encouraged, inspired.
GuestSo then if you frame it that way, you punt something, you put a painting up on the wall, and nobody is uplifted or encouraged.
GuestThat wouldn't make any sense to throw a fit about that.
GuestYou say, oh, I'll just have to make it better.
GuestAnd then hopefully it will achieve its goal.
Forrest DickisonCan you talk about if you'd be willing to one of your experiences where there was something that you were particularly attached to, and you put it out there, and it maybe Went over like a lead balloon.
Forrest DickisonAnd you had to work through that.
GuestHmm.
GuestMaybe there have been too many to count, but I couldn't.
GuestI can't remember.
GuestI don't know.
GuestIt just.
GuestI think my ditch might be on the other side where I.
GuestMaybe I preemptively, you know, despise my own work just so that it's.
GuestWhen somebody else doesn't like it, I can.
GuestWell, I beat you to it.
GuestI also think it's not any good.
GuestSo, whatever.
GuestYou can't hurt me, you can't fire me.
GuestI quit.
GuestSo there's that other.
GuestI think that's my ditch is to be a little more.
GuestTo cut the cord a little too readily, maybe, or to be.
GuestTo just throw it out there and move on, you know?
GuestYeah.
GuestSo I can't.
GuestI can't.
GuestSorry.
GuestI can't recall a time when I was devastated that somebody didn't like what I did.
GuestI'm sure it happened.
GuestI know it happened, but I just.
GuestI don't know.
GuestI don't remember.
Forrest DickisonNo, I mean, what I'm getting at, I think, and that makes a lot of sense, that you would preemptively dismiss your own work for fear of being hurt.
Forrest DickisonAnd you're right, that is definitely a ditch.
Forrest DickisonBecause I'm interested for the parents listening and for the creative people listening who struggle with these issues either in themselves or their kids.
Forrest DickisonBecause I think that there are so many gifted and talented children, and adults for that matter, who have learned to dismiss their own work or have learned to overvalue their own work and finding that way through that path, navigating that.
Forrest DickisonBut then also how we can learn to cultivate our own creative process, whether or not we want to go pro with it.
Forrest DickisonBecause I think everyone has a different.
Forrest DickisonWe'll call it a creative gift and a different feel, whether it be music or the visual arts or writing, but the process of birthing it, of shipping it, as they say in the tech world, that's the terrifying thing.
Forrest DickisonIt's easier to leave something unfinished or keep it private than to actually subject it to someone looking at it.
Forrest DickisonAnd so I think that's really important for people to learn how to do for their own well being, for their own creativity, for glorifying God, and also especially for parents who are watching their children grow and are trying to express gifts and want to know how to cultivate them, but also knowing that it's a hard world.
Forrest DickisonRight.
Forrest DickisonAnd just because you think something is amazing doesn't mean anyone else will.
Forrest DickisonBut you also have to think it's amazing, too.
Forrest DickisonMaybe.
Forrest DickisonI hope I'm putting my thoughts together the right way.
GuestOh, yeah, that's all.
GuestIt all makes sense, I think.
GuestYeah.
GuestWell, going back to the other ditch, where if you're out there trashing your own work before anyone else can, that's just as selfish as looking for the ego trip, where you're just looking for praise.
GuestSo either you're just looking for praise or you throw it out there and then you just say, oh, it's so bad.
GuestI'm no good, I'm no good.
GuestThat's just as selfish and just as great.
GuestYou should stop it.
GuestAnd it's also a disservice to your audience.
GuestSo if you throw something out there and it does connect, it does bless them, they do like it.
GuestAnd then you're out there saying, as it's no good, you're just telling those people that their taste is bad and that this thing that they genuinely had affection for is dumb from maybe one of their heroes.
GuestSo trashing your own work is selfish.
GuestLooking for praise is selfish.
GuestSo the whole point is, like I said, to bless somebody else.
GuestSo if it's about you, it's going to end in tears.
GuestIt is challenging because at the end of the day, you're the one that has to make it.
GuestIt's your tastes, your skill level, your time, blood, sweat and tears that is going into this project.
GuestSo you do have to like it, and you do have to know it intimately inside and out just to make it, you know, before you can ship it.
GuestBut at the end of the day, you're just cooking a meal.
GuestYou're making something to feed somebody else.
GuestAnd when you look at it that way, you don't want to be the chef that puts something on the table and just say, yeah, it's, you know, I could have done better, or there wasn't as much salt, and everyone's just enjoying the meal and you're over here saying, yeah, it wasn't salty enough, sorry, apologizing for it and ruining everybody's experience.
GuestJust put it out there and just make a, you know, flag a note, okay, needs more salt.
GuestSo next time the meal will be a little bit better.
GuestNext time it'll be a little bit better.
GuestAnd just don't make it about yourself.
GuestOnce you start, once it's out there.
Forrest DickisonCan you think, okay, so addressing the other ditch, then, can you think of when you had to learn how to accept praise?
Forrest DickisonBecause that is definitely a thing where people don't know how to graciously.
Forrest DickisonSomeone says, that's amazing.
Forrest DickisonAnd if the tendency is to say, oh, no, no, it's terrible, like, no, you want to honor them in their experience, maybe you can talk about that.
GuestYeah, this.
GuestGoing back to basketball, one of my friends, one of my teammates, his dad just told him, look, at the end of the game, if somebody says, good game, doesn't matter if you won or lost, all you have to say back is, good game, Great job.
GuestYou know, you don't.
GuestYou don't need to say, I shot so poorly or, yeah, you know, and then.
GuestOr flatter them and, you know, you did really great, too.
GuestYou know, all you need to say is thank you.
GuestAnd then, you know, if somebody.
GuestYeah, the more I make things, the more I realize that it's not.
GuestIt's.
GuestI'm just sort of showing up and putting stuff together.
GuestBut the idea and the art sort of comes from somewhere else.
GuestI'm sort of just an archaeologist discovering something.
GuestThat's what it feels like.
GuestSo when somebody else comes and says, I loved this, you know, I'm.
GuestI'm just free to say, oh, thank you.
GuestI also thought that was great.
GuestWasn't it awesome?
GuestAnd it's something that's just totally divorced from my own ego, my own pride, and we're free to enjoy it together, because now it's out there.
GuestIt doesn't really belong to me anymore.
GuestIt's just this artifact floating in the wild.
GuestSo, yeah, if somebody praises you, just say, thank you.
GuestThat's it.
GuestAnd it's.
GuestYeah.
GuestThen you bite your tongue.
GuestYou don't say, I'll do better next time.
GuestYeah, I still feel that.
GuestDon't say, I'll do better next time, or don't trash your work.
GuestBut definitely, definitely don't rely on praise as a fuel to keep you going.
GuestPraise is nice, it's encouraging, but it's not.
GuestYou're not really going to.
GuestYou never learn from it.
GuestYou only really learn from critique, honest critique.
GuestSo say.
Forrest DickisonSay more about that.
GuestI mean, if you throw something out in the world and, well, let's take social media for another example.
GuestYou post a drawing, and of course no one's going to.
GuestI mean, maybe this happens, I guess, but people don't jump in the comments and just say, you stink.
GuestGo home, quit drawing.
GuestEveryone just says, wow, amazing.
GuestAmazing.
GuestYou're the best.
GuestOh, I wish I could draw like you, whatever it is.
GuestAnd then that becomes sort of your.
GuestThe end goal of what it is you're doing.
GuestThat praise is.
GuestIt's just going to stunt your growth because you're not actually going to learn anything.
GuestSo if you don't, if you throw something out there, no one's offering constructive criticism.
GuestThey're just making your head a little bit bigger.
GuestAnd the worst thing you can do as a creative is learn to rely on that, or even worse, to love it.
GuestTo love praise.
GuestYou should always feel a little bit uncomfortable when somebody says, great job.
GuestThis is awesome.
GuestYeah.
GuestSo you don't.
GuestAnd praise is good because it means that somebody else was blessed.
GuestThat's all it tells you.
GuestBut if you throw something out there and you get a criticism, that's really, actually helpful data.
GuestBecause now you can go back and say, okay, this didn't land either because the audience missed it or because I failed to deliver.
GuestAnd if I failed to deliver, then you can go and say, how was it this story?
GuestWas it color drawing?
GuestAnd then you can dissect it.
GuestAnd maybe the audience picked up on something that they think is the problem.
GuestBut you have to be intelligent enough to identify the problem somewhere else so that you fix it over here.
GuestAnd then that particular reaction goes away, if that makes any sense.
GuestSo when people don't like something, that's when I really pay attention.
GuestBecause then you have to ask, why didn't they like it?
GuestIs it their problem?
GuestIs it my problem?
GuestIs it the works problem?
GuestAnd then once you identify a problem, then there's an opportunity for education and growth, and that's exciting.
GuestGrowth is always fun.
Forrest DickisonAnd that's why it's so important to subject yourself to valid criticism, even though it might hurt your feelings, even though you have an emotional attachment to something.
Forrest DickisonI mean, the royal you, of course, that's the way that you're going to grow is by finding out what works and what didn't from an objective observer.
Forrest DickisonNot just friends, not just family.
Forrest DickisonRight.
Forrest DickisonWho, of course they're going to love what you do, because they love you.
Forrest DickisonBut there is something about, like, no, you put it up and you let the public look at it and you let them tear it apart.
Forrest DickisonYeah, it's terrible, but you got to do it.
GuestYeah, absolutely.
Forrest DickisonSo maybe you can share a little bit with maybe some of the projects that you have coming up for either Cannonball or Cannon Press or what you're working on, what you're working on yourself.
GuestYeah.
GuestSo right now I'm working full time with Canon Press on some animation content that is.
GuestWe're trying to get a.
GuestRight now there's a show and a feature that we're building out, sort of elaborate pitch decks for.
GuestSo I'M doing some short sample animation for these projects that we will then go out and attempt to wrangle some funding for.
GuestSo that's what I'm doing full time right now.
GuestI'm painting on the side.
GuestThere's the gallery that you saw as a new addition to Moscow, owned by or run by New St.
GuestAndrews College.
GuestSo I'm supplying some paintings there.
GuestAnd then I'm working on a graphic novel on the other side as well.
GuestThose are the main projects that I've got going at the moment.
Forrest DickisonSo you're.
Forrest DickisonSo how do you.
Forrest DickisonI mean, I guess you're all.
Forrest DickisonIt sounds like you're always creating something.
Will SpencerWhether you're at work or whether you're.
Forrest DickisonWorking on the graphic novel or you're painting.
Forrest DickisonLike, is this.
Forrest DickisonIs this just a constant state of, I guess a state of mind that you're in?
GuestYes, it's.
GuestYeah.
GuestThe short answer is yes.
GuestI mean, I will say that Sundays are extremely important.
GuestAnd you start to understand the way that.
GuestWhy God did it the way that he did.
GuestBecause I know that I can just, you know, all six cylinders for six weeks just run flat out knowing that on Sunday I can just collapse and, you know, spend time with my family and rest and I'm not allowed to draw.
GuestI don't draw on Sundays.
GuestThat's, you know.
GuestSo, yeah, Sundays are extra, extra sweet these days.
Forrest DickisonDo you have a day set aside or a time of the week set aside to do your painting?
Forrest DickisonBecause I would imagine there's something very personal about that.
Forrest DickisonThis is, for me, this is what I'm doing.
Forrest DickisonOr maybe I'm wrong about that, but it would seem to me that this is something that requires such focus and there's a degree of intimacy to it as well.
Forrest DickisonOr is it just whenever it comes up during the week?
GuestNo.
GuestYeah.
GuestGenerally the weekends are when I paint these days, but it's either.
GuestBut that is flexible as well.
GuestSo I've been doing just early mornings.
GuestI'm up early, working, then the kids are up getting them ready for school.
GuestThen it's off to work with Cannon Press and then home for dinner, spending time with the family until they're in bed.
GuestAnd then maybe I'll do a little bit of work.
GuestBut usually I try to get to bed early so that I can get up early again the next day.
Forrest DickisonThe rhythms of a professional artist.
Forrest DickisonSound like a professional anything?
Forrest DickisonAmazing.
GuestYes.
GuestIt turns out it's work.
Forrest DickisonYou mean you're not just up at 3:00 in the morning waiting for the.
GuestMuse to appear well, no, I am, but it's.
GuestYeah, sometimes it shows up, but I'm there whether or not the muse is there.
GuestThat's the goal.
Forrest DickisonAnd you're working on.
Forrest DickisonJust, just real quickly, you're working on animation now.
Forrest DickisonSo I think you had mentioned earlier that you wanted to be getting into animation and now you finally worked your way around to that.
GuestYeah, it's.
GuestI've.
GuestI'm very grateful for how that's worked out.
GuestSo we don't.
GuestNothing is nailed down yet, but we're all hopeful.
GuestWe have projects that we like.
GuestBut it's.
GuestYeah, I'm doing traditional hand drawn animation and it's.
Forrest DickisonOh wow.
GuestExtremely fun.
GuestSome of the most fun I've had in my entire career, I would say.
Forrest DickisonSo, so hand drawn, like cell animation?
GuestYes.
GuestYeah.
GuestSo it's not, it's not on paper.
GuestWe're drawing directly onto the computer, but still all we're doing is we're skipping the scanning process.
GuestOther than that, it's the same.
Forrest DickisonOh my goodness.
Forrest DickisonSee, that is something.
Forrest DickisonSo now I'm going to say that is something I could never do.
GuestYeah, it is absurd.
GuestI can't.
GuestIt doesn't.
GuestYeah, it's a lot of work.
Forrest DickisonYes.
Forrest DickisonA lot of very detail oriented micro work in a way.
Forrest DickisonJust the subtle changes of a facial expression.
Forrest DickisonOh, I couldn't do it.
GuestRight.
GuestAnd back to how we started this conversation.
GuestThis is why when I'm painting, I'm trying to be sloppy and loose and relax and just have fun.
GuestBecause during my day job I'm worrying about turning a character in three dimensional space on a page and it's just, there's math involved.
Forrest DickisonIt's a little more complicated.
Forrest DickisonSee, that makes a lot of sense.
Forrest DickisonLike we started talking about the difference between like a crispin and the impressionistic painting in the gallery.
Forrest DickisonThat makes a lot of sense to me that you know, producing something as detail oriented and as precise as this, how appealing it would be if you're always in the headspace to be drawing or painting, to produce something so much more loose and evocative, I guess.
GuestRight.
Forrest DickisonWell, this has been fantastic.
Forrest DickisonI know you've got a lot of work to do today.
Forrest DickisonThank you so much for the generosity of your time and walking me and walking us through your artwork.
Forrest DickisonIs there some place that people can go online to find a gallery of your paintings or images of your paintings or something like that?
GuestYeah.
GuestForrestdickison.com you can go there.
GuestThere's a newsletter to sign up for.
GuestThe only time I send out a newsletter is When I have new paintings, which is rare these days, but then you can find me on Instagram.
GuestI do have a Twitter, but mostly I repost paintings of dead people, so that's not really my own work.
Forrest DickisonOh, paintings of dead people.
GuestYeah, you know, the masters, the old.
Forrest DickisonOh, okay.
GuestYeah, the old dead guys who really knew how to paint.
GuestYou know, I just repost.
GuestWhat?
GuestI like Twitter.
GuestSo paintings of dead people.
GuestI should say paintings by dead people.
GuestThat's not a terrible.
GuestYeah, secret.
GuestYeah, yeah, whatever.
GuestWe don't need to go there.
Forrest DickisonNo, we don't.
GuestPaintings by peop.
GuestBy old masters who are now deceased, but because their paintings are still around, they stood the test of time and they're great.
GuestPaintings of dead people.
GuestThat's terrible.
GuestWhat a way to sign off.
Forrest DickisonThat's perfect.
GuestWho are some of your favorite masters?
Forrest DickisonNo, it's so good.
Forrest DickisonThat's great.
Forrest DickisonWho are some of your favorite masters?
GuestMy favorite dead people.
Forrest DickisonYes, exactly.
Forrest DickisonYour favorite paintings of dead people.
Forrest DickisonIt's so good.
Forrest DickisonThat's great.
GuestI love John Singer Sargent.
GuestI love Joaquin Soroya.
GuestI love the old Japanese masters.
GuestYoshida Hiroshi in particular.
GuestI love the California Impressionists.
GuestSo Edgar Payne, William Wendt are some of my favorites.
GuestNC Wyeth, I love the end pages of Crispin's Rainy Day are a nod to NC Wyeth.
GuestOkay.
GuestAnd recently I've been reading a biography of the artist Maynard Dixon, who was painting a little before NC Wyeth in the American Southwest.
GuestSo, yeah, those are some of my go to's.
Forrest DickisonI've always been a big fan of Alfred Bierstadt.
Forrest DickisonAnd Caspar David.
Forrest DickisonAnd Caspar David Friedreich.
Forrest DickisonI originally liked the Wander above the Sea of Fog.
Forrest DickisonI think that's still a classic painting, but there's so many others of his that are so beautiful.
GuestYeah, that's a good one.
Forrest DickisonAnd Bierstadt's landscapes of the American west is like time traveling.
GuestYeah, those are great.
Forrest DickisonWonderful.
Forrest DickisonWell, thank you so much again for your time.
Forrest DickisonWe'll be sure to send people to your website and your Twitter.
Forrest DickisonThank you so much, Forrest.
GuestYeah, thanks for having me, Will.
GuestTake care.
Forrest DickisonLord bless you.
Forrest DickisonTake care.